Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Caveman Brain In An IPad World
Almost three years ago i had to go to the internet cafe to do my blog. I had no idea how to open an internet. Even to go to dateinasia.com website and try to make a profile and talk to somebody … that was crazy hard.
Then lucky somebody helped me to make a computer … same computer i use now and first time in my life i had a chance to see what is the internet … what is the world … what i can do with a computer 24 hours and not have to pay 10 baht for 1 hour.
Now i have an Imac , a Mac Air, an iphone, an ipod, an ipad,
I can skype talk to somebody. I can do my blog from my taxi. I can do a photo and load to my picasa from my iphone.
But i do not understand how to do that … or why i can do that. I just can do it and no idea how.
So really … i am not ready for it. I am not smart. Actually compare to you i am crazy stupid. Everything in the world about computer and mobile and skype is crazy to me. Yesterday ok … i put a video from a phone to my tv from the air … like i shoot the video to my tv. Amazing.
Amazing like if i lived with Ankor Wat people long time ago … and try to understand what is the sun and the moon … it is not possible,
So what do i try to say?
I have 7 things in my condo now i don’t understand … but i can use. My mom has a htc phone … i can give a caveman a computer it is the same thing … no idea for what? She is not ready for that … i am not ready for that.
Good. Because i have an idea … you are not ready for that too.
Your brain … my brain … our brain … we still grow up from a caveman brain. But we can make toys faster than we can grow our brain understand?
So first i have to show you why i think you have a caveman brain.
This month i had …
2 men try to put his penis in my ass dancing in a disco.
1 man push his penis on my vagina in a disco.
1 man come kiss me and push his tongue in my mouth.
3 men squeeze my booby.
2 men touch my ass.
1 man made me drink his pee.
I am doing a lot of acting in my sessions this month and last month because … well you act like a cavemen sometimes lol.
And if you act like that i don’t see you in my eye like a man to respect i see you like an animal.
omg i need more words to say to you what i think. better words.
It is not your fault you act like an animal … why because you are. I am too. We are not long on this earth you know that? From movies ok i am trying to find why who is Hitler … why he killed so many … why we had 2 wars in the world … why we kill everybody so often. Why everything is about power. Why do men like to control everything? Why do we have so many rules about control? Why do we lie more than say what is true?
So i am in the plane yesterday and i fly back from Krabi. I am over the clouds and looking at a video in YouTube and i stop and look at the sky. How? How i can look at a video and same time be in space? And same time i cannot stop thinking about how many times somebody touched me not polite this month.
And i get it.
Nobody is ready really for every hitec toy we have. I get an email from a man. I talk to him in his Facebook. Then he sms me to me. I Skype him. I send him Google map how to come to my condo. He has a ipad too and walks to my condo looking at google maps the same street he is on. He sms me he is at my condo. I mobile phone my uncle in my taxi. We go to a disco. He gets horny. He tries to fuck me on the dance floor because his penis is hard and cannot control himself.
You see a problem?
Caveman brain in an ipad world.
Outside my bedroom now is a black cat … he comes because he sees my girl cat sit looking at him. If i open the door what will happen? He will fuck her. He knows only that … he has a caveman brain like a computer program or something … but so basic program. If i give the cat my ipod … the cat is like you then really … no? You agree?
Can you see that or not?
If this month was one time … or first time somebody touched me like that … ok probably i don’t think to do this story.
But this is about 50 times in my life men touch me like the world has no rules. Like men live before in a caveman world with no rules. But no not true … this happen to me in this iPad world .. hitec world. And if that happens to me it happens sure to every girl.
I see the world different than you. I know i come from caveman style. In my home my job was what? 10 years old i wash the clothes with my hand. Walk to school. Walk back. Do my homework and go to bed because 7pm night time we have candle only no electric … no money to pay for electric. So i …we … sleep early every night. Or sit and talk about what … everything … because no tv no games nothing.
Now i play World of Warcraft online and talk with my client when i play with him. I stop and go poo and take my iphone because i like to play a game when i poo. lol true.
Can you think for somebody like me … how amazing is that i can do that?
But you know what? How many times in Bangkok did i go to a disco in my life? lol about 1000 times already. How many times did i touch a man in his bum or his penis? Or try to fuck him dancing? 0. Nothing. Not even one time.
And why bdsm is so amazing for me you know why yet? Because i study you. This is my life … i am crazy to know why a man thinks … how he thinks … why he is like that.
What i learn is amazing … submissive men are not like that. They do not have a caveman brain.
One more … not a lot of submissive men are hi tec people. Maybe ya they have to have something like a ipad or ipod because his job he needs that. But at his home … or with him … no not often. Trust me ok … i know now about 10000 submissive men in the world. This is true.
Who has hi tec everything is monkey man style people.
Interesting ya?
I think submissive men think different. But why? I don’t know that yet. But it is true 100%.
I have a idea why.
Control.
But that is one more big story if i write what i think about control … and my caveman brain is too tired to write that now … and my iPad is out of battery lol.