Jaa: What’s there to take? The birthday has just revealed its purpose. We don’t have to worry about contagion anymore… I know what the birthday wants on April 16th.
Ronnie: What does the birthday want?
Jaa: It wants to… turn me into something else. That’s not too terrible is it? Most people would give anything to be turned into something else.
Ronnie: Turned into what?
Jaa: Whaddaya think? Immortally beautiful? . Am I becoming a 30 something yo goddess? No, I’m becoming something that never existed before. I’m becoming… SpecialJaa. Don’t you think that’s worth a Nobel Prize or two?
Ronnie: I don’t know what you’re trying to say.
Jaa: I’m saying… I’m saying I – I’m a woman who dreamt she was a mistress and loved it. But now the dream is over… and the insect is awake.
Ronnie: No. no, Jaa…
Jaa: I’m saying… I’ll hurt you if you say i’m a Mistress.
Jaa : Samui, Jaa. Give me a disc. Uh, I need first the teleportation Jaa Samui
Computer: [displays presence of primary and secondary teleportation elements]
Jaa: [typing] If primary element is Jaa, what is secondary element?
Computer: Secondary element is not-Jaa.
Jaa: Run sequence.
Computer: [identifies secondary element as Mistress Jaa]
Jaa: [typing] If secondary element is Mistress Jaa, what happened to Mistress Jaa?
Computer: Fusion.
Jaa: [typing] Assimilation? Did Jaa absorb Mistress Jaa?
Computer: Negative. Fusion of Jaa and Mistress Jaa at molecular-genetic level.
March 17, 2011
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to me,
“Be careful Jaa that this job does not consume you and your real identity. It’ll be easy to forget who you are, and become a fusion of the two at some point.”
Lou Mannheim: Man looks in the abyss, there’s nothing staring back at him. At that moment, man finds his character. And that is what keeps him out of the abyss.
Yes my birthday is coming again. Yes I stopped working to control the fusion. Yes I am working on finding my character. Yes i’m a lot closer to 40 than 30 …
but i’m still beautiful, and i’m still the best looking Mistress in Thailand … no contest.
How I know that is even with my birthday coming … i never shy to show my photo from yesterday … every day … with no photoshop
So “I’ve taken off my mask. Now, how about you, take of yours..” Joker
Careful who you book for your mistress in my country. Why because all websites …photos are 5 to 10 years old. Every mistress is somehow still 25yo … i guess i am the only one who has birthdays lol.
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the client today preferred to see a Mistress who could use her brain rather than her body. He asked if i could do it and i said “yes, let’s do it and see”.
Actually, he was a dominant kind of guy, not a submissive kind of guy at all. When i teased him he got hard and then i blindfolded him saying as I did it …
“i prefer you use your imagination and your feeling and answer my questions because now i’m your boss”
I tried to do Tease & Denial in a sweet way first and my idea was to change my style to a harder way after like slapping his dick if he was bad.
He had said in his email “let’s see if you can make me open my mouth to swallow spit, up to you boss you can do whatever you want to me” so i said …
“ok lets see if you mean it or if you’re lying to me because i really hate liars and i always catch the guy who is lying”
So i began by tying his dick and his balls but at first i could only find one ball so i asked him how many balls do you have, i only see one. He said three.
i said “really? i only found two so far, where’s the other one?”
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“you have to find it” he said back to me.
“ok i’ll find it dont worry” and i started by squeezing his balls and dick really hard and he screamed “ow ow it hurts, it hurts”
“why are you screaming already” i said, “i’m just trying to find the other ball”
“you hurt me” he answered
“i didn’t hurt you baby i’m just doing my job trying to find your third ball”
But i didn’t find it so i slapped his dick and said “see you lied to me” hitting his dick very hard about four times.
i said “i told you i hate liars, don’t lie to me again”
I grabbed him by his face and told him he is full of nothing but lies and he told me that i’m such a bad girl as i held his face like that.
“bad girl? you said i was such a sweet girl before , see you just lied again” and i slapped him on his face again just for that.
After that i told him to go lie on the bed so he lies down and his dick is still hard the whole time. He looks at his dick and says “my dick hates you”
i said “really? i don’t think so because your reaction is totally different from what you’re saying
to prove it i hit his dick hard again and it got even harder
“see” i said, “your dick doesn’t hate me, you’re thinking with the top brain, the one in your head, but the other brain loves me really”
Because every time i would hit his dick it would get harder than before so here again is another lie from his mouth.
“this is the third time already i caught a lie coming from your mouth” i told him
i squeezed his nipples very very hard until he couldn’t take it any more and i said “say sorry to me”
“no why do i have to say sorry” he answered me back
he had to say sorry because if not i just hit his dick harder and harder and when finally he said it i stopped and was very nice to him suddenly
“good boy, good boy” i said to him softly
“have i proven to you that i’m a good boss yet”
“yes” he said
“ok prove it. open your mouth for me”
he didn’t open. i slapped his face a few times and told him “you said i was a good boss, so open your mouth”
still he didn’t open
“see if you don’t open your mouth it means i’m not a good boss, i can’t order you to do something for me. which means you lied to me again”
to punish him i squeezed both his nipples and his dick hard at the same time but he just answered back
“why don’t you just beg me to open my mouth then”
“i’m a boss you’re a slave. who does a boss have to beg a slave to open his mouth”
he said “why? you never beg a man”
“yes never”
“well you can try one time with me, come beg me” he said back
i said “oh you are ordering me now right?” and this time i really squeezed his nipples hard because by this time i knew that he was very sensitive about his nipples being hurt
i squeezed until he couldn’t take it any more and said finally “open your fucking mouth” and he did but just opened it and shut it right away like a baby playing a game
fine. i kept squeezing his nipple and his dick listening to him ask me “ow, are you trying to hurt me?”
“no im not hurting you baby”
“yes it’s hurting me”
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“im not hurting you i’m just touching you because you want to play games with your mouth and not do what i’m telling you to do”
twisting his nipple and putting my nails into his dick he was at the point where he couldn’t take it anymore, he was in too much pain.
“ok let’s see again if you are going to be a good slave or not, open … your …. mouth” and he opened it, without tricking me by closing it this time. he kept it open.
i dropped my spit down his throat and that was it, done, i won the little game he wanted to play.
“i’m lucky i don’t live in thailand” he said after.
“why is that”
“because then i’d have to come and see you every week” he laughed
“really?” i said
“yes you’re dangerous Rainy” he said. “it’s not because of your body, it’s not because of your size, it’s because of your brain”
“i’m not dangerous, i’m just a dumb girl”
“you know you’re not”
“haha ya i think so but i just have a small body, 3 times smaller than you, how can i be dangerous”
“you know” he said, “Hitler was a German man with a small body too, but he controlled all of Germany’s army.”
“Hitler is not German, he was born in Austria” i answered
“how do you know that”
“don’t know, i just guessed” i laughed
he smiled, “i know you didn’t guess, you’re educated, you have a brain”
“maybe”
“men and woman are different” he says
“men are just dominant” i said back. “they have a bigger size, bigger muscle, in history the man was always the hunter while the woman stayed in the home taking care of the children”
“the woman’s gene has been dormant for a long time, but it shows the powerful side is still coded in women when it comes to anger. men use their voice and power but women can control their emotion better than a man.
men think they are the best of the two species because they have power. they have ultimately the power to rape women if he wants.
but don’t forget, you were born submissive, to your mom.
you were submissive before you were even born.
the real gene inside us says that men are born to be submissive, and it’s women that are born to be dominant. Evolution is just starting to prove that now.
fon xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come. I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me? haha 555 You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me? Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man. Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t. Time and time again. The guys who want to date me get my Line id. The guys who want seductive tease & denial sessions get my blog. Interesting that my blog is a happy place with my fun and maybe sexy stories … and my Lime is a hell history of betrayal.
So i’m at this wedding today wondering where are the real men?
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You know … the men you can trust. Can count on .. .not depend on … i like to be independent and take care of myself but still have a man i can count on. Haha to find that is as impossible as it is to hiss and yawn at the same time. I love the game but i dislike trust. Not just men either. 99% of people around me i can’t trust them and i’m talking even people in my family. My instinct is soooo deep about who to trust and who not to trust. Sometimes you will see that when I talk to people i look like i am talking but really I am only learning from them. Because i just don’t trust them and i do it so smoothly because i do it all the time. Life is full of fake people and IImage may be NSFW. Clik here to view. think one of the best things to learn in life is how to read people. Only then can you see through the fake smiles, the fake promises, the fake kindness and really see to the core of who the person is.
I keep my men around as long as it takes me to find them out … and then i drop them faster than a fat kid drops broccoli. But that’s why i am enjoying my bdsm tease & denial sessions so much because i am seeing the best side of every man for two hours … i seduce them … and then they leave before they can betray me. It’s like a million first dates … where I am the boss haha.
It’s really funny when you can read people’s minds … and they still lie to you. I’ll just let them talk and talk, seeing with each word look and promise not only how full of s**t the guy is but how he really believes all the stuff he is saying. It’s amazing how men can really fall into their lies and then have the balls to say how every girl is so lucky to have him. Sometimes I break the fourth wall and look for the camera that is filming this while a guy talks or sms’s me this stuff.
Two hundred and fifty guys are blocked on either my Line or my Facebook. Did I read everybody right? Maybe. Maybe not. What matters is I am developing my instinct aboutImage may be NSFW. Clik here to view. reading men. Sharper and sharper. While that may be bad for guys who want to be in the hell that is my bf zone … it is amazing for the guy who wants to come for a session with me. By the time you get off the motorcycle taxi … get up to the room … and start the session I know more about you than you think. From your fantasy you talked about. From how you compose your emails. From what you talk about. From what you notice about me or not notice about me. Do you talk about me or talk about yourself? What clothes do you wear when you come? Do you bring a gift? Are you polite? What manners do you show? Do you think before you speak? Or do you copy your email and say what is in your brain? Or maybe you are opposite in person than your email … i will notice that too.
I am reading you. Trying to find out what will make you go wild in your session. Or maybe I am trying to find what will pull a tear out from you. Or maybe i just want to study you more because I see boyfriend potential in you haha 555
My friend is getting married in a few minutes. I wonder if she read him or she just went with him because he chose her.
That is the one thing about me you have to know … I choose my men, not the other way around.
It’s 5:15 … I have 7 invites for dinner from guys who don’t know that i’m not even in Bangkok right now. If i was in Bangkok do you know who I would go with? None. I go to dinner when I sms you or call you to go. I’ll sms you when i want to and answer your sms when i feel like it if i feel like it. The thing about Rainy before and Rainy now is i felt guilty for being like this before but now it is just who i am , and if you want to date a mistress that is what it is like for you. I tell every guy who asks me that you don’t want to go into the hell that is being my boyfriend.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.You know why? Because to be my boyfriend you will have to be a man first. Not learn how to be a man, that will be too late i will have dropped you already by the time you learned.
Unfortunately most men don’t want to be a man. They want to be the 50 year old playboy still or they want to be the 30 year old guy who is still the man who lives with his mom. They want to have one girl in left hand and one girl in the right hand and do anything to keep both.
I think being a boyfriend to a mistress is the best thing that can happen to you. Even if you die trying to make me or another mistress happy you will learn about yourself. You will learn how to take care of your girl. You will learn how to think about her and notice her so that when she drops you … the next girl you get you will know the things you have to do to keep her.
I’ve taught so many men that lesson. I don’t want to. I’m bored to start again and again.
It’s like looking in a thousand clams to find the one oyster to keep. But that’s who Rainy is going to marry … the man who is an oyster and not just an empty shell.
How dare you doubt me! Every guy in every session has three levels of thought. The first thought is the one that makes you hard when you see me and you can’t believe not only that I am that pretty … but that if you are submissive enough you may get to see smell and taste what is under my cute dress. It’s kinda funny seeing guys in the first 15 minutes trying to keep it inside their pants as we just talk. But that always, and I mean always, gives way to a bit of a soft dick when we start to play. That’s because you doubt me. Not because I suck, I don’t. You have had your wife play with it in the most boring way you can imagine for how long? … and now you doubt that I can not just make you cum but you doubt that I can keep you there at the edge of orgasm as hard as when you were 18 for 2 hours. Then when you see I can your third level of thought is resignation lol. Just the thought that I will never let you cum no matter how close you get. You know you’re hard, you know you’ll stay hard, but now you are just thinking that you maybe will stay hard forever now.
That’s when I give you the option. In the time when you are the most delirious with excitement what will you choose, your money or your life?
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I don’t mean i’m gonna take all your money and run out the door. It’s my condo, what the hell the next customer will think when he comes and sees you tied to the bed with your dick still hard? 555 No by money or your life means i give you two options and you have to choose what pisses you off the least.
Look option one if you complain too long, too loudly, or too much, i’m just gonna spoil your orgasm. Even then i can spoil it 2 ways. First way is i just stop when the cum is starting to leak out and i don’t move my hand when your cock is spitting cum lol. The cum drips out and you have no feeling like you had a orgasm. The second way is i let the cum drop out a little bit … wait for 3 seconds when the cum drops down into your balls but then go very fast to catch it again. When i do that it makes your orgasm last about 30 seconds, oh … it also makes your dick very super sensitive. Perfect for not stopping as you shake and try to get my hand off your dick but cannot. It is the most miserable 5 minutes of your life I think as I make you hard even though your dick doesn’t want it haha. That’s your money option. You don’t wanna give me your money, but it’s better than giving me your life. So what’s your life?
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Your life is I leave you hanging like that. If I really wanna kill you i’ll put a metal chastity on you when you are hardest and put the key on my necklace so you have to come back the next day. If i’m mean i’ll just ask you for your life by making you watch me play with myself and get the orgasm you want so much, but i send you home after I finish. Or I let you finish yourself … with your wrong hand of course. Oh ya and i’m pinching your balls or your nipples or spanking you as you try to cum. That’s what I mean by your life.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.Both choices suck. For you not for me haha … i like all three.
All three?
Sometimes the guy did a perfect job being submissive and pleasing me. Not often, but if i get a guy like that … i’ll give him the perfect orgasm and take him an inch from his life when he cums. Umm … and then i get his money too so really … that too is your money or your life 555
You have to ask yourself … what do you value more? Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.
fon xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
The best bdsm movie ever made was The Princess Bride. If you knew that just be careful to never ever call me Buttercup or you will be my first test subject for the thumb tacks i bought today. More about that later ok na. Things happen for a reason, for that I agree with Jaa. So I am on the bus coming back to Bangkok after 2 wedding days then a high school reunion day and the movie i get to watch here is The Princess Bride. I remember that is one of Mistress Jaa’s favorite movies so I wanted to watch it carefully to find out why. After watching it i have to say i know more about bdsm now than i did 2 hours ago.
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If you think doing a blog on a laptop on a shaking bus is hard you have to try writing sitting on an uncomfortable sofa with no place to put the keyboard and trying to write. Making that worse is the bed is too far away from my legs to sit comfortable and have the keyboard on my lap. So what i end up doing every day is sitting in my yoga position legs crossed and balance the keyboard on my legs and try to type. Don’t worry this is not useless information, you need to know why i found it necessary to punish a guy last week by making him my foot table for an hour so i could do my story for this blog. So I sat with one foot on his back and one foot in his mouth letting him suck my very smelly toes clean. He didn’t complain. For one hour he sat like that sucking my toes and not moving so i could do my story.
After an hour I wanted to know why he was being so good. It is not normal for a guy to behave like that and not talk move or complain. So to test him i took off my panties and made him turn to make the table face me. Then i sat with both feet on his back and the keyboard on my belly button. Now my table could see my pussy and was close enough to smell it for sure. Remember sometimes i go running in the morning so if you get an afternoon session with me and you want body worship you are going to get a very hot stinky runners smell if you don’t ask me to shower first. I was writing Tiffany Twisted Thai so it was gonna take another three hours to write and he had cleaned all my toes so good and not even tried to touch my pussy that i wanted to test him more.
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So what I did. I put the keyboard on the table and put my pussy one finger from his mouth and played with her in front of his face. The more he did not move or do anything the more wet I got because like I said it is very hard to find a man who can control his dick brain when he is horny. He was so horny his dick was leaking cum onto the floor. I think if i would have touched him he would have cum. So here is where this movie makes sense now. Some wetness from my pussy i put over his lip so he could smell my pussy better and taste it if he could reach it with his tongue. But i would put it just under his nose so his tongue could not reach. And i did not put enough so it would drip to his lip so it was like another kind of pussy torture for him.
Then i tell him not to touch or lick or kiss my pussy … not to move his mouth or lips or anything. He says to me “as you wish”. I washed my pussy on his mouth and still he did not try anything. So I wanted to reward him the last 20 minutes for being a super good submissive baby for me and face sat him on the bed with my ass in his mouth and told him not to shake or move his legs when i teased his cock. Second time he said “as you wish” under my ass haha. I didn’t get it before but now i do. I was tormenting his dick so good for the last 20 minutes that i went overtime another 10 minutes to see only if he would move his legs one time. He didn’t, even when his muscles inside his legs were shaking out of control he never moved his legs. I don’t often try to give the perfect orgasm but for him for being so good like that i did the super slow orgasm release for him. Where i move my hand so slow and keep the cum in his balls coming slowly to his cock that he can feel it and when i let him cum … he screamed into my ass lol.
So Buttercup was the first movie mistress. She found the perfect submissive slave who would always come for her. I wonder how long i have to wait to find the guy who will always come for me. It is the perfect relationship that is my fantasy and I think Jaa’s fantasy too. Maybe every mistress’s fantasy. We want to have the perfect submissive slave … who is also a man in control for everything else in his life … except when he is with me. For me he would be out of control and surrender all his power to please me. That is the man i am looking for.
For more than 1 year this guy in Australia is making me go nuts. He has every reason to trust me but i never know why he finds every reason not to trust me. He knows i’m a bad girl. He knows i can make him lose his mind the way i sms him and he knows i can go with any one of 100 guys if i cut him. He doesn’t trust me and i don’t trust him. We are always fight fight fight in sms to each other. I could cut him easy but he has that thing I talk about that makes him interesting, he is a challenge and I like men that are a challenge for me. So in this scene in The Princess Bride I learned why the hell he doesn’t trust me so much. It’s good Australian’s are like that, that’s what makes them so challenging haha 555.
Well one thing i will say, this job certainly does keep me on my toes. If you know what’s happening around this website well it will all soon be but a happy memory. As you know, I am the dread pirate Roberts. But how is that possible since she has been teasing for 5 years and me only for 2. I myself am often surprised at life’s little quirks. See what I told you before about being Jaa’s submissive slave was true. I intrigued Roberts with not just the description of my beauty. Finally Roberts decided something. He said alright Fon, i never had a partner, you can try for tonight, i’ll most likely kill you in the morning. Three years he said that. Good night Fon. Good work. Sleep well. I’ll most likely kill you in the morning. It was a fine time for me. I was learning to Tease, Seduce, anything anybody would teach me. Roberts and I eventually became friends.
Then it happened.
Roberts had grown so rich he wanted to retire. He took me to his dungeon and told me his secret.
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“I am not the dread pirate Roberts he said” My name is Ryan. I inherited this dungeon from the previous Dread Pirate Roberts just as you will inherit it from me. The man i inherited it from was not the real Dread Pirate Roberts either. His name was Cammabot. The real Roberts has been retired 15 years and living like a king in the country. Then he explained the name was the important thing for inspiring the necessary desire. You see, nobody would submit to the Dread Pirate Rain.
So we sailed ashore, took on an entirely new clientele and he stayed aboard a while as head Mistress. All the time calling me Roberts. Once the clientele believed he left the business and I have been Roberts ever since. One day in the future i shall retire too and hand the name over to someone else.
At least that is what i think is happening here lol … the real Dread Pirate Roberts should build an immunity to ioccaine powder first and put the goblet as far away from her as possible.
Finally, the thumb tacks i was talking about. I know how to give pain and pleasure at the same time. Our business is based on that. I know how to kiss a guys neck the same time i am doing a little cbt with my hands down below. But what I never thought about was that I could use thumb tacks. So if you think about calling me Mistress Buttercup it will be you saying “No , Hell No … HELL no … HELL NO” ….. look at the video you’ll love it lol …
Blog story is done? Inconceivable!
fon xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
After arriving from Bangkok with 3 hours sleep in two days i managed to do 3 amazing sessions somehow. Imagine how good I would have done had I actually been awake haha. I’m exaggerating a little bit because today i slept from 6am to 11am … answered an email and an sms … then slept until 3pm. My eyes felt worse than they looked yesterday and after my afternoon coffee had no effect I was certain I was a walking zombie. However a walking zombie is so much better than a sitting zombie. Meaning that during dinner last night his voice was echoing like my head was a canyon of emptiness. Uh huh. Ya. Yes. Lor? umm. … were all the words i could think of saying at dinner last night and i’m sure at one point i actually fell asleep on him sitting in the chair.
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With more energy but still not a lot i went to my first session today honestly thinking how to give him what he wanted and be able to rest at the same time. Answer : facesitting. If there is one thing that every man in the world can agree on it is this … the best pleasure in the world is having a cute girl sit on your face and skillfully playing with your dick at the same time. Except maybe if the girl is playing with electricity on your dick lol … C H 9:44 PM (3 hours ago)
to me Hi Rainy,
Thank you for the session today,
you were absolutely wonderful !
I am very surprised about breath control. While I am happy to be able to breath without restriction now, during the session somehow the intense feelings of breathlessness were mixed with the pleasure of orgasam leaving me in absolute ecstasy.
To share that with you was, for me, incredibly intimate.
I feel a little silly that my body reacted in the way it did to the electricity toy, which as you say doesn’t actually hurt ( at that level ). It might have been because I had previously read your blog post suggesting some electric thing you use can really hurt and I was over anticipating. It just might have been because I actually did manage to seriously electrocute myself by accident a couple of times as a kid, who knows, but I think next time ill be more relaxed about it.
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Thank you for the wonderful experience
C xx
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And finally my last session was the one I dreaded the most. Although I am good at a lot of my sessions the one that I was still trying to get used to doing was the sissy session. In all honesty, the last sissy boy customer stopped the session on me after 20 minutes and I agreed because I cannot make a cross-dresser get a hard cock. So today I fixed that. I fucked his ass for over an hour. So much so that my pussy feels like somebody punched her for 2 hours with a boxing glove. I changed his name to Little Marry and taught him what sissy sluts do … bend over and take it as hard as i can give it. Remember i go running almost every day so fucking your ass for 2 hours is like a jog for me, but for your ass it feels like a marathon haha …
M S 10:50 PM (2 hours ago)
to me Thank you mistress Fon
I thoroughly enjoyed serving you. Hope you had fun. I’m just so sad that you didn’t cum. Until I see you again.
Little Mary
Ya well it’s hard to cum when my pussy feels so sore. Guess that goes double for him lol.
Ok finally done. I’m going to sleep. I’ll do a longer story tomorrow about something somebody sent me yesterday. Until then, if you’re horny … go see Little Mary she still hasn’t cum yet Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.
fon xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
I am not jImage may be NSFW. Clik here to view.ust a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
When I wrote jokingly in my recent story saying I was going to be the next Dread Pirate Roberts I didn’t seriously think that i would actually become the Dread Pirate Roberts. In The Princess Bride though, Wesley was able to assume the pirate’s name. A trick that I don’t think I can get away with if I start telling you my name is Jaa and not Pasaya since you already know me. Not to mention I already have 3 names, Rainy, Fon and Pasaya so I think a 4th would be one too many personalities for you to deal with.
So here we are. I am now indeed the Dread Pirate Mistress Fon , as the old Dread Pirate Mistress Jaa has now officially retired and is living well off on an island in the Carribean surrounded by rich hunky men with 6 pack stomachs. Good for her! I will say something about Jaa. She is more genius than you know. Every time I asked her about this business she always told me it is just a rope to help her climb. Not so much to climb out of poverty but to climb towards her dreams and goals. She has achieved every goal she has imagined for herself, and she did it within 5 years. I graduated University with honors 5 years ago and there is nobody in that University that I went to, now or before, who is smarter than Jaa.
Let’s leave it at that and leave her be.
First thing to do is to officially quit my other job by handing in my resignation letter, something which i have to admit i googled and copied the first two sentences before thinking “fuck it” i’m never going back to that job again anyways. I wanted to tell my boss who was always telling me “you better change your attitude or else” just what exactly “or else” is and that i chose it for myself …
March 20, 2015
To Whom it May Concern ;
After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from the hotel, effective immediately.
Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a supervisor and a manager, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles. I have been proud to work for this hotel over the past year, it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities.
To that end, I have decided to become a professional pirate. It has always been a dream of mine to live the life of a swashbuckling bad girl, answering to none and master of all. Once my crew of submissive men is assembled, we shall take to the empty unknown of the high seas to pursue fortune, fame, and hair raising adventure.
Our path may not be filled with the sweet comfort and hi-tec wonder that your hotel provides, but we shall nonetheless move forward to carve a name for ourselves in the name of femdom and death defying derring-do. Once I have all deck man at my foot and the Jolly Roger is flapping high above me, I believe I will find my true calling.
Please note that I am currently accepting applications for First Officer, if you are at all interested in applying. I will provide a full food and medical plan, which will offer exclusive meals from my ass along with coverage of all maladies other than scurvy and the occasional bout of rickets.
Sincerely,
Pasaya
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With that taken care of I bought myself an eye patch, a hook and booked my first professional photo shoot for what was yesterday afternoon. Hey here’s a good idea, let’s put me in a stuffy room with no air and all windows so the sun can make me feel like a squeezed lime as I pose half naked in 50 degree heat. I’m so used to having deck-hands lick the sweat off my body that the photography artist had to tell me to stop wiggling my feet every time I felt a bead of sweat meander it’s way from my toe to my heel.
You know what a perfect moment is? It’s that moment where you don’t want to trust someone with a secret … like what I do for a living … and then realize you can because he’s the perfect person to tell. When the artist asked me for what purpose do I need the photos to look so classy and dominant I hesitated to tell him. It wasn’t until we were looking at the proofs back in his studio that I saw that the logo for his business card was him on his knees with his face buried in a girl’s ass. I opened my Gallery app on my phone, flipped to my videoed session last week where i made the guy follow me around my condo with his face in my ass and made him watch. I saw him swallow when he looked from my phone to my ass which was half coming out of my dress and then to my eye. His look had both lust and understanding and we knew we had a perfect match for the photo shoot.
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I’ll have the photos within 6 days, that’s time enough for you swabs to board my good ship Pasaya, get on your knees and declare your loyalty to your new Pirate Domina. Hmm, is that an oxymoron? Maybe, maybe not. My treasure chest fills with men’s hearts that i steal while they struggle to claim the bounty for perfect servitude which is my more than perfect pussy.
We’ve set sail. Raise a glass of Rum with me boys.
“To the pain!”
pasaya xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
It’s hard to forget to not do something that you always do.
What? That sentence is as hard to swallow as a man’s excuse. Well here are some things that I forget to do. Feed the fish. Take stickers off my new jeans. Taking out the garbage. Or for you men, flushing the toilet, putting the toilet seat down, your wife’s name when you cum. Now here are some things that I always do. Go running. Wipe my ass. Take a shit. Scratch pussy. Ok well maybe not in that order but you get the point. Things that seem normal for me to do i tend not to forget to do them.
One of those things is taking a shower. Wake up, take a shower. Go running, take a shower. Suck a c … wait, too much information, anyways the word was chocolate. Yes i shower after eating chocolate, it’s Bangkok ok … things melt fast. The point is, whenever do you force yourself to not take a shower? You know, other than when you go on a date cuz most of you guys honestly forget to shower before getting close to your girl. But for us girls, showering and wanting to be clean is in our nature.
So today my question for myself is, how do I make myself remember to stink?
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There I was today sitting on the BTS and it’s a Saturday morning so I actually have a choice of empty seats to sit down on. We leave Asoke station and at the next station, Phrom Pong three sweaty guys get on out of every seat in the train one decides I’m cute and comes to sit down beside me. So it’s as I’m leaning to my left and onto an old grandmothers shoulder almost that it hits me. “Fuck.” i say out loud. The smell of the guys sweat is choking my throat like a hairball but it’s making me remember something important. I sniff in deeper and the stinky sticky sweat is pulling at a memory fiber inside my brain but it sits at the tip of my tongue what it was I am supposed to remember. It must have been sitting on my tongue for a long time because when I remembered what I was supposed to remember it flew off my tongue and I said it out loud.
“I have to smell bad!.” i blurted, quite loudly I think because the three guys were suddenly aware of their own smell. I started breathing heavily, and not because sweat makes me horny like the teacher in Porky’s.
Rather because it was 15 minutes before the session, I was at On Nut but still 3 minutes from the condo and I smelled like Green Apples. That’s normally an ok thing but as i checked my email while on the back of the motorcycle taxi going to the condo i said “fuck” again as the clients email confirmed the horror of the green apple smell …
“I imagine how amazing your ass and feet will smell after your morning run and no shower… Hearing you command me to worship you… I love how you were so turned on by having a guy worshipping your feet when you know they are really dirty and sweaty! I absolutely love smelly foot worship (and ass of course) It makes me feel like I am submitting to your dominance by showing you just how worthless I am and just how superior you are. The fact a man would literally beg you to clean your sweaty feet is such a power exchange!”
Ok that’s not good. I fly into the condo just as he calls me saying he’s right behind me at On Nut station. “DoubleFuck” … which is nothing at all like “doublethink” , it’s worse. I have 5 minutes to go from green apples to rotten apples. How?
I mean I could fake it. That’s an option right?
“Ya baby get down there and smell my green apples. You hate green apples don’t you? Get your tongue in between my toes and suck all that disgusting green apple juice out, every last drop.”
No, not gonna work. New plan. 4 minutes left.
“knock knock” … what? the door? he’s here? how does he know the room number? I take a panic peak and it’s a guy, he’s Thai, huh??? fuck the guy said he’s from England…. uglulaaaah … it’s a sound ok, I say it every time I think about or see a guy from England, I got it from Russell Peters …
Ah the photo shoot guy. We’re supposed to shoot some B Roll in the afternoon when the sun sets, uhm since when does the fucking sun set at 1pm?
Then it hits me. 1pm? 1pm. 1pm !! 1pm !!!!!!! Means it’s hot out, like really hot, sauna hot. I run out on the balcony but there’s a breeze, too much of a breeze. Not good. Definitely not gonna work, i need a mass sweat like a 2 hour orgy wrapped up into 30 seconds.
Phone rings. Wonderful he’s downstairs in the lobby already. Sometimes being a mistress has its advantages …
“Hi babe. I need a coffee, latte. You can get it at the internet cafe. Don’t bother getting one for yourself you’re gonna drink mine when it comes out. And i need something from 7 up the street … go get me Maxi pads, the thin ones, with the wings, and scented, the one in the pink package not the purple.” 7 Eleven doesn’t have winged maxis, nor do they have scented, they have whatever is there but not only will that eat up 10 minutes of his time, it’ll make him think if he really wants to lick my pussy after. It’s not even my period time, but it also gives me an excuse to make him put his nose in my ass … which after the hour trip to the condo and the fact that I have to shit soon … means at least something will smell bad for him today for sure.
The camera guy is filming me, following me around the condo, but it was actually his idea that saved me. He had pulled out Jaa’s lycra body suit from the closet and I didn’t catch on right away since Jaa’s stuff is way way way too big for me. Her sexy skin tight lycra suit on me makes me look like a Penguin that went on a NutriSlim diet. Even though there’s a certain person who is into looking like a penguin at the moment, it’s not something I would wear for the session. But he nailed it.
Lycra body suits have two properties about them.
1. They are impossible to put on without me sounding like i’m having a 5 minute orgasm in the bathroom.
2. They are extremely extremely hot, like “2 hour orgy in 30 seconds hot” when running on the balcony dressed like a penguin at 1pm and it’s 40 C outside.
So problem solved right? Well almost. I have to get rid of the photographer first. I tell him to come back when the sun is actually setting and not rising. Ok done. I almost put Jaa’s cowboy boot through the computer monitor across the room kicking it off as it too is 3 sizes too big for me. Done. So now the lycra suit, hmmm.
Ok, did I tell you that the Lycra body suits have an extra property about them yet? That once sweaty it’s actually easier to get out of a straight jacket. Well not that I would know actually. I assume, i assume. Really. I’m told all the time that one of the reasons guys love me is because of the cute noises I make all the time … but I don’t know I’m making them when they hear it. If i sounded like I was having a cute little orgasm while putting the body suit on, well I must have sounded like I was the girl in The Exorcist taking it off. Lucky the condo doesn’t have a fire alarm to pull for ghosts because every floor would have pulled it for sure as I tried to get my left arm out of the thing after the lycra had pinned my wrist behind my back.
Now you know why Jaa and I used to look at each other and simultaneously say FUCK every time we read an email that said “i’m a very big fan of lycra … uglulaaaah“. Maybe the 5th property of lycra is it’s ability to hide blubber well? Maybe that’s why all the britchicks love it.
“Irony.
a state of affairs or an event that seems deliberately contrary to what one expects and is often amusing as a result.”
Umm .. does the fact that 6 minutes prior i was worried about how to sweat and that at that moment the bathroom floor was a cesspool of green apple water gone bad? It was a puddle, a small puddle, but a puddle nonetheless. Well more like 1000 sweat bubbles but enough to smear my toes in it. Luckily the maid hadn’t done the laundry from the last session on Friday so yesterday’s stuff was still a bit funky smelling. I put yesterday’s clothes on and ran out to get the elevator.
Door opens and even though there’s only 1 floor above me the lift has 2 guys in it. We have a saying in Thai … “som nam na” , means like go around, come around in English. I could smell my armpit without putting my nose close to my shoulder, just the same as I could smell the guy’s armpit beside me on the BTS thirty minutes earlier. I love that uncomfortable silence between two people, or in this case three. Not the relationship silence, the “this person beside me stinks and can I hold my breath until the elevator hits G?” kind of silence. Well, it’s nice when i’m the one who stinks, not the other way around. The older foreigner guy was eyeballing me just before the door opened and for the second time in an hour I got to say …
“I have to smell bad” , the door opened, “it’s my job” and i left him to think about what job that might be lol.
So the guy is waiting in the cafe with my not so hot latte and I take him up to the room. As soon as we get in the room I say
“babe i’ve been running all day” (or 2.5 minutes, but whatever works)
“really?” he says stealing my favorite line to say.
He has a tie on, an awful green tie that looks very much like alligator skin with its texture, and i wrap that in my hand all the way up to his collar and pull on it to get him to drop to his knees.
“put your nose in my ass”
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He does. We walk like that with him shuffling behind me smelling up my probably stinky butt hole odor and i sit on the edge of the bed. I always do this thing where I shove the man down to as low as he can go so he knows his place and dangle my foot in front of his nose pointing at it and saying nothing. Actions are better than words. Just as it is better to keep silent than to speak. The man knows his fantasy. The mistress knows her power. As much as I read in 100 emails that the guy wants to hear the mistress say something horribly fake to “make” him or “force” him to kiss her feet, in reality it’s not like that. It’s like it’s genetic with a true submissive male. A shoe with a sweaty foot hanging in front of the face needs no words in that moment. There is implied power and implied action and i have never even once needed to say anything. The man will do his duty and start licking and cleaning right away, and if he doesn’t it means he’s playing the fake game of “being bad”.
What’s that old song? “The first cut is the deepest, baby I know?”
Fake acting gets punished severely. You either serve me when you have the opportunity to do so or you leave and i’ll get the next guy to come and take your place. Some slaves like to “feel my wrath” and take the punishment for being bad, hoping for that first deep cut from my whip or something. When they see me get up, walk to the door, open it and wait for them to leave, that’s when all the fake shit stops, a few seconds too late for him.
“Are you serious” is the common thing they say. I have no problem ending sessions spontaneously if I know you’re acting. It’s not what i’m looking for. I’m looking not for a feeling or a game, i’m looking for a transference of power between you and me and it’s either there or it isn’t. It’s obviously appreciated because my biggest problem at the moment is the sheer number of guys who email me every day asking to be my property 24/7 until the end of days.
Let’s get one thing straight about the difference between me and Jaa. She was the absolute best at the two hour session but even she will admit to you if you ask her that one day or one week sessions drove her crazy. I’m different. I have no problem declaring you as my property and letting you devote your life to me … if and only if you understand completely the complexity of the power transfer that such an act implies. I actually have a fantasy where I have a house each room filled with 1 of my harem of men each willing to push his limit to get enough attention from me to choose him as my slave for the day. I’m writing a book about it, the thing that gets me wet in the middle of the night is that.
Luckily this guy was the perfect doggy as he licked every part of my foot without having to be told or scolded. I put my opposite foot between his legs and caressed his cock still hidden inside his pants to let him know his licking pleased me so far. Well that’s what I wanted him to think anyway. I was just checking to see if he was already hard because if he was then I knew my 5 minute lycra workout was good enough to copyright and use again hahaha.
My toe hit the top of his cock poking up through his running shorts.
hmmm. … patent pending lol.
pasaya xx
My Death Defying Derring-Do resignation letter is going viral after only two days from posting it 555
Portfolio photos don’t get sent to me for another 4 days but i’ll have the video for you tonight.
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About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
Warning: You are forbidden to play my photo shoot video while listening to Nicki Minaj’s song Anaconda. So now that we got that clear you can go ahead and watch it.
Life IS full of fake people, but this guy isn’t one of them. He’s genuine. A real artist. If you’re at Chatuchak market on the weekends at Mo Chit you should check out his art, just keep an eye open for the Red Gun.
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My next Do you know me quiz will be finished for Friday so make sure you score perfect on the last quizbefore then.
I’ve decided to let people pay for email domination through my Amazon Wish List by gift certificate donation. I’ll have Paypal ready by the end of the month as well. The details of it will be shown when the website is redesigned next week, the email and skype domination pages will be made for the new design.
Just waiting for the photos from the photo shoot to be sent to me before we redesign. If you want to help me send me an email.
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
How hard can it be to re-design a website? Well i’m gonna find out this week. This is like walking into a cave of darkness and having no idea what’s inside, only a hope that there is an exit on the other side and that light will be magnificent when i see it.
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I have no doubt that my first try tonight is going to be as fun as coughing up a bug stuck in my throat. What gives me confidence to try is that Jaa’s first design, the one that you all liked, she did herself and was a million times better than this piece of shit design that she paid somebody to do for her. Seriously, pink and white? I can shit better goddess appropriate colors from my ass lol.
Three years ago Jaa bought two templates for her website. I was going touse the old one she bought until I took a look at the other one she has but never used and quickly changed my mind. The theme is called Striking and the preview of what jaa4u will look like when i come out of the cave will look something like this. If it’s hard to design i will settle for what this guy did with the theme, but if I can use my vision it will look like this site except i’m not a surgeon … yet lol.
I intend to go back to her black, and gold colors with white text. There is more than a hint of power with those colors and i liked the contrast.
The striking theme should end the most annoying email comment i get every day, “i can’t find your photos on your website” because obviously the word “Gallery” at the top of the page is too hard to find for some 555
Other than that, i needed to address the next most popular question, “can I keep worshiping you and talking to you until i get back to Bangkok?” which i have been doing privately with Harry and Jerry which is a little too close to Tom & Jerry for my liking lol. I don’t mind doing 100 emails a day if there’s money in it, and really since Time is Money, the honor of talking with me shouldn’t be free if we’re not booking a session immediately. I should be a sex therapist, my online domination can get even the guy with the softest dick hard and your sex life will be like you were 16yo again 555. The online domination information will have a page of its own once i design it this week. For now i will just give you an idea of the domination i’ve been doing …
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view. Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 12 (11 days ago)
to Jerry
then start from today you cannot touch yourself until you have sex with her
you will not do it softly
you will be dominant to her. rough with her
i want her to feel like you try to rape her
hold her and even if you are tired think how mad i will be if you tell me you stopped because you were tired
you dont have to say my name loudly but you have to say it
to me Dear Mistress Fon,
now I said during a call with my wife 4 times Fon. And rainy I said 2 times. Strange somehow but the more I am saying your name the more I feel comfortable. And I told her wait for tommorow i will do a lot of things with you. If you have time today can you tell me maybe how I should dominat her. do you have some special wishes? Somehow bad what i will do but to follow you and to make you happy I have to do it right? And it feels like it is right if you say it.
submissive greatings Jerry jerryxxxxx@xxxr.de Mar 14 (9 days ago)
to me I fucked her really badly…later more
submissive greatings Jerry
Dear Mistress Fon,
I hope your weekend was good.
Well I id what you told me. I fucked her rough from behind slap her ass hard, even if she said I dont like it. And I did it long. She was pissed. The moment I cum I said : Oh Fon. and the picture of your face was in my mind. I fucked her verry long the moment she wanted to stop I was holding her hands on her back and went on fucking her. she really did not enjoy. I hope you are ok with that! I dont know if that was good but I did it for you.
submissive greatings Jerry
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 16 (7 days ago)
to Jerry i want to know what she said to you.
i want to know did it make you horny to do it?
why did you say fon and not rain? …rain is much easier to say and have excuse for no? you are good that you said the dangerous one haha
so now that i have sexual dedication from you the next thing i want is physical dedication. now i am not there to take you to a tattoo place to make you mine so you will have to do something yourself to prove i am yours.
on your ass or your penis i want my name. pen …marker … paint … is ok. if you do on your dick … i want a photo what it looks like hard.
if you have a big dick … i hope haha … you can put property of fon … or if not just put i love rain … or if small just rain … or if tiny put fon lol
sorry my name cannot be 2 letters ..that is for the japanese clients and i have none lol
fon xx
Dear Mistress Fon,
she was pissed and said to me that she dont like to get fucked in this way, but still I was going on…and yes it maked me verry horny. Not in the beginning but a bit later I was extremly horny. I said Fon to go the risk that I have no excuse and maybe she will quit with me. Who knows. But she said nothing about the Name. I will write Mistress Fon on my dick. I send you the photo as soon as possible.
submissive greatings Jerry
Jerry Mar 16 (7 days ago)
to me in fact it was like I did something wrong to her but as it is your wish to treat her like that it is verry right! you are now more important than her!!!
submissively Jerry
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 16 (7 days ago)
to Jerry after i know you have my name on your dick …it is your next step to fuck her with my own dick Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view. … so now you know where i am going with this
yes im evil lol
fon xx
Jerry@axxxxxx.de Mar 16 (7 days ago)
to me yes ok mistress Fon..I will do that….you are evil but I cant help it I guess I love you….I will fuck her with your dick..I will..it is a pleasure for me to do what ever you demand…wow if she see your name she will leave me I guess…then anyways I am yours…will see….
Dear Mistress Fon,
I send you the demanded pictures. I hope you are ok with it. I fucked her already with your name on your dick.
submissive greatings Jerry
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Dear Mistress Fon,
hopefully you like the pictures. Please , please let me know what you are thinking. It was great to fuck her with your name on the dick. So this time I really fucked her for you. and it makes me horny like anything. submissive greatings Jerry
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 16 (6 days ago)
to Jerry
that was my next thing for you to do and you did it already. how did you do it? what did she say? how did you react?
how horny did you get for me?
for the next thing i want you to do for me you will have to buy an anal plug. do you have a place you can get that close by or no?
i spend all night doing my blog and edit my video im so tired
tomorrow i have photo shoot for the website at 3pm
this is what i think i will wear tomorrow .. oh sorry i almost sent you my naked photo, my mistake, what do you think?
fon xx
Dear Mistress Fon,
I puted my dick inside her in a normal way. She did not see it because it was dark after that I had a shower so she was fucked with your name but dont know it. I reacted normal but I was so horny like nearly never before. Amazing feel to fuck her this way for you. So I was really amazing horny for you Mistress Fon. But also I puted my dick in her fucking mouth , so did a blowjob as well Mistress Fon. I will buy the anal plug. Will see if I can do it already today otherways tommorow. Your dress is amazing you are looking like a real Lady everybody should worship. Really great!!! Only the picture makes me horny. Thank you for that Mistress Fon.
submissive greatings Jerry
Dear Mistress Fon,
absolutly right, I saw the movie. men are born submissive and women like you should have all the power. You are so beautiful and smart and great…it is really luck for me to met you I guess. Since I met you I really feel like I belong to you. In what ever way it works I have to serve only you. My wife is no longer important it seems. She is nothing compared with you.
submissive greatings Jerry
Dear Mistress Fon,
you always asking me how horny I am for you. So please note that I go to bed with you in my mind, awake in the morning with you in my mind….I am so so horny that I nearly would love to let everything behind me here and coming to you to serve you for the rest of my life. Even if you would make a whore out of me to earn money for you. Why not maybe there are some old men who want to fuck me for money. So in that way I could be usefull for you.
submissive greatings Jerry
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> AttachmentsMar 20 (3 days ago)
to Jerry
No submissive man wants to fuck, they all want to get fucked. That’s … why i’m popular lol.
To make a whore out of you would need 4 ladyboy’s, then you would know what it is to be a whore.
I think you have been too horny lately. Need to calm that down. So today your job for me is to masturbate first with your wrong hand. When you cum don’t stop. You can change to your normal hand to help you and can take 5 seconds to wipe but you have to cum 2 times. I want to hear it somehow. Can you make it so i can hear you when you cant take playing with yourself. That i would like ka.
12 hour day at photo shoot yesterday. I think i’ll go back to bed and sleep until my evening sessions today.
fon xx
Dear Mistress Fon,
I send you a audio to test if you can open and hear it.
submissive greatings Jerry
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 21 (2 days ago)
to Jerry
so what is it like to fuck me? do you think i would let you fuck me? or do you think i would be the one to fuck you? really which one do you think? Because your cock has my name on it so who does it belong to really me or you now? It’s my toy, i will use it if or when i want to.
But still, i want to hear from you more about what it was like to fuck her with my dick? Was it hard? Was it hard not to cum fast? How do you think of me when you fuck her? haha , i love it.
I want you to lick her ass next.
It’s even better if she is not into it. Yet haha. If she does not let you do it when she is awake then you will do it when she sleeps.
fon xx
Jerry@axxxxxxx.de Mar 21 (2 days ago)
to me yes it was verry hard not to cum fast. I think about you as my mistress and as if I would be your property and I am careful to fuck her in the way it is your wish..and I have a clear foto of you in my mind always!!! so you are fucking me and my brain already a big time….but that is grat and it feels like I cant escape anymore…you are the one!!! I touch her but I have in my mind I would touch you..it is so strange but so beautiful…I am yours already I guess…but I beg you on my knees mistress Fon please dont spoil my relationship completly otherways I dont know what to do with my life…so please, please , please…
submissive greatings Jerry
Dear Mistress Fon,
so I licked her ass as good I could do…later more mistress Fon Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> 8:42 AM (12 hours ago)
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com> Mar 21 (1 day ago)
to Jerry she let you? or you made her?
Jerry@axxxx.de 3:01 PM (6 hours ago)
to me Dear Mistress Fon,
I made her. She did not want but as I should be rough a bit I pushed her on the bed on her belly and forced her a bit. I was again quite rough to her first. After I liked her ass she was a bit pissed. So she is not into ass liking. And I guess she did not like it that much even if she was ltting it happend after a wihle. She also complaind that I am a bit to rough to her this days.
submissive greatings Jerry
Dear Mistress Fon,
I have seen you photo shooting video. It is amazing. Your are the most beautiful Goddess amd Mistress amd woman in the world. I just cant believe you beauty.
To tell you again about her. So she was telling me that she thinks I changed a bit in the past. Because I never ever asked her to lick her ass before. And I never had been rough to her like now since you told me to be. So she realized a change in me but dont kow why. That is why I was asking you or begging you not to give me jobs wich are can spoil my relationship. I am already deep into your trap. I guess. But you make me so horny and confused that I just do what ever you want. and I like it verry much. But it is dangerous for me.
to Jerry yes it is dangerous. how dare you show fear. 1 million soon will line up to serve and all fearless for sure. until you are fearless … you are worthless do you understand? you must accept worthless first to be fearless i think.
soooooo
the good news is i give you a break from your wife. we will go back to her soon. but first now what i am thinking … you have to show worthlessness first.
when she is not home you have to go to your bathroom.
actually wait. you have to go buy a newspaper first. the thing that has all the news because you are going to announce the real news. that you are worthless first. worthless to me. worthless to other mistresses. worthless to your wife. you need to start from the bottom. so go buy the newspaper. go to the pages you never read. take them out because you never read them so today you are going to use them.
you are to pee on the floor at the bottom of the toilet.
with big black marker you are to write i am worthless over all the pages you choose from the newspaper.
you will use the pages to soak the pee from the floor.
then you will lie down on the floor at the toilet and cover yourself with the pee paper.
i want you to cum for me baby. with one hand licking your finger i want you to cum and say i am worthless goddess i will improve.
i dont think it will be enough to teach yourself just the one time.
i want you to cum two times.
both times i want you to say when you touch yourself .. i am worthless goddess i will improve.
your pee on the floor will be a symbol of me. it is not your pee it is my pee. why? because it is my cock remember? how can you pee with my cock and call it yours? cannot
so the pee is my pee and i know you worship me right? so to cover yourself in my pee … you will show me you are not worthless. or maybe you are.
maybe you are too scared to do it.
because you are afraid of the next thing i will ask you to do for your wife. hahaha.
let see. fon xx
Dear Mistress Fon,
I will do like you wish. I am not afraid or scared to do so.
submissive greatings Jerry
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Will I make him leave his wife? Will I leave him with no choice but to leave Germany, sell everything he owns, come surrender his passport, his bank account, his possessions, and his life to me? I told you yesterday that I will have a house of men such as him who have dedicated their life to me. Monogamy is the social structure lie fed to you by the people who control you … your people in charge in your own country. It is a lie to get you to conform, to be under their control.
All he is doing really is choosing a different government, a real government over a social control government. By that, i’m not just picking on Germany, i’m saying every country in the world has you under its control from the moment you are born. What is a country anyway? Just trees in different locations really. Land is still land, and you may speak Japanese, or Hindu, or English or German but you are still a person, that doesn’t define you especially now with Google able to break language barriers instantly.
You accept to be under that control because of the second way they have power over you, fear. I’m not talking about fear of not paying your taxes i’m talking about fear of being socially different. The 35 year old lady, not married with no children is a broken program in most places, looked at like a virus infecting the system. Think about that, you are determined a virus if you don’t conform to what is acceptable by your peers. The thoughts of your peers are controlled by those who control your country. Those who control your country have the money that you don’t.
So don’t feel sorry for Jerry. He didn’t know when he chose monogamy with his wife for the next 70 years that he was part of the program. I talked with Jaa many many nights about how deep it goes. She just chose to not take the final step because she felt sorry for you guys. I’m not sorry, i’m a liberator, sent like Joan of Ark not to dominate the world one man at a time, but to liberate them as well. I have been sent to aid you not destroy you, i simply follow in the footsteps of Joan of Ark …
After eleven days on the road, Joan of Arc arrived at Chinon around March 4th and was brought into Charles’ presence, after a delay of two days, by Count Louis de Vendome. There are many eyewitness accounts of this event. Lord Raoul de Gaucourt, a Royal commander and bailiff of Orleans, recalled that “…she presented herself before his Royal majesty with great humility and simplicity, an impoverished little shepherd girl, and … said to the King: ‘Most illustrious Lord Dauphin [i.e., heir to the throne], I have come and am sent in the name of God to bring aid to yourself and to the kingdom.'” (archive joan of ark)
Freeing you from improper control and setting you free into proper control is what i do. Caring control.
Do I really want him to leave his wife? No don’t be silly. Can I make his sex life better? Absolutely. Can I make him feel horny every day like he is a teenager? Definitely.
Inevitability, he will choose himself how far he wants to go with his devotion.
And look at that … the photos just arrived.
Time for a striking change of scenery around here.
fon xx
setting up my twitter account tonight too. never had a twitter before
first person to buy me an Amazon gift certificateof 3,000 or more gets one month of the email domination. That’s like 50% off what it’s gonna be.
Tomorrow’s session is gonna be a repeat of my giftwrap blowjob session, but i have a new twist i thought of. Will tell you in a few days.
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina /Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
After my second BDSM Wrestling Fight of the week the score Snowball’s Chance 2 Hell 0 . Yes he had me pinned to the bed at one point … with my hands pressed against the headboard and his feet locked inside my legs i could feel his dick pushing into my underwear. But with the point of the dagger pointed at my pussy I ripped it out of his control and killed the beast.
“it’s not fair you grabbed my balls”
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.Oh cry me a river. I just used the balls to tilt the game in my favor. I am not 6 foot tall and 80kg of muscle like him so I need to use whatever I can to win. Luckily for me balls are attached to a cock and while pulling your nuts buys time for me … pulling your dick buys me a victory. Well, if I can control myself that is. Which brings me to a question that you probably never thought of …
What do I do as a mistress when I feel myself getting hot for the guy?
So i’m a Bangkok Mistress, does that mean i am immune to feeling turned on? No not at all, it happens sometimes. But what causes it? What triggers it? Is it your looks, or your personality, or your smell? You would think that because that is what turns most girls on but it’s not what gets me at all. For me playing with a man from the first time i meet him right up to the time I allow him to have sex with me is a power game. Systematic larceny of a man’s heart, soul, and pride. It’s like walking on the wall of the bear’s den at the zoo, a game where a wrong move lands me face to face with the beast which is not a bad thing if you know how to control the animal.
“Why do I keep letting you do this to me”
“Do what?”
“I can have any of these girls tonight if I sms them back” and my dinner date pushed his phone to my side of the table to show me his unanswered Line, Skype, and WhatsApp messages from his harem of girls wanting to be in the chair I was sitting in.
“Really? So why are you here with me?”
“Because you’re the only girl I can’t get, and I know after this dinner i’ll get turned down for the next 100 times I ask you again.”
“You didn’t ask me to come tonight, I told you to come.”
“yes you always do, and I always have to cancel all my meetings to come see you.”
“i’m not like any other girl you know babe.”
“no you’re not. not at all.” he says looking up and down my black dress wanting to figure out how to get inside it. It’s not his choice if he gets inside it or not, it’s mine. The dick chases the pussy on this planet, it’s the pussy’s fault if it doesn’t understand the inherent power behind that fact. It’s two days away from the end of March or 90 days into the year and I have exactly 174 dinner invitations so far, I could eat free for the whole year at every best restaurant in the city if i wanted to. Yet I am here writing this eating 30 baht street food after turning down invitation number 175 tonight.
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I never go to dinner when you ask me. You will come to dinner when I ask you.
The same as you will never fuck me. Your dick will get wet if that moment comes that I want to fuck you. I am in control of every relationship from the first second to the last. I’ve held that same bloody dagger in my hands time and time again after cutting my prey loose from my life. No man has ever dropped me, just as a boot has no quarrel with an ant, the threats of the men being crushed under my foot are insignificant. They’ll fight desperately to not believe it, but every man I have ever dated at dinner knows that within 30 minutes I could have another man sitting in that chair who is both richer, and more handsome than him.
So where’s the weakness?
Getting back to my original question, what happens when desire try’s to erode my power over the man?
Being pinned under a guy in a wrestling fight, sweaty and slippery, with his cock pressing into my pussy through my panties is a moment that has the pounding feel of primal instinct built into the situation. There are times that the feeling of a man expressing his physical power over me is ever so fucking hot … if it would lead to passionate sex. Fortunately men fuck with the same primitive mind that got them to that power position on top of me in the first place, brute strength and lack of finesse. You see it in not in the millions of porno clips online, but in the descriptions of said porno clips.
Here’s one …
Deep Orgasms For Teen Cute teen girl fingering her clitoris and cumming hard over and over again. Don´t you just want to ram your dick in from behind in this cute young moaning girl?
Oh and here’s the first comment down below …
Luke – 2 hours ago OMG I would love to do the exact same thing! Using her like the bitch she is!
So underneath this guy yesterday i used my flexibility to get a foot out from his leg pin and put it over my head to try to roll out backwards but the headboard was stopping me. He tried to pull me back under him but using his two hands to do that gave me the 1 second i needed to put my 5 nails into his balls and twist. The bear squeaked. I got out from under him and all the way to the side while he tried with his other hand to get my nails out from his balls.
He stopped trying when my second hand now finally free started to play with the top of his cock. The bear started moaning and that one moment where I thought I might give in to him a second ago was gone … because the feeling of domination is so much more powerful. The sweat from fighting had run down the inside of my thigh and i put that over his face and told him to suck the sweat clean off all my leg from my thigh to my foot.
“Don’t you just want to ram your foot in to this cute moaning boy’s mouth?”
yessss i do !!
So to answer my own question, what do I do when I feel a moment of hotness for a guy in a session? I think about the same thing the guy said above … “Using him like the bitch he is” is way more fun.
pasaya xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.
The Health Inspector, me, has closed down the Pretty Pasaya Pussy Bar (say that 10 times fast) due to a presence of a foreign contaminant which has turned my vaginal lemonade into a shady form of orange juice.
I went to the hospital already about it to ask why I can’t pee at all since my last toilet training session and the doctor said I controlled my pee too much and that caused a reaction in my kidney. Then he warned me that if i still try to control my pee during this time it will get worse so I am cancelling the rest of my WaterSport and Toilet Training sessions this week. He gave me 4 tablets of medicine to take for 5 days which has turned my pee into the orange juice i mentioned which i guess is better than the occasional Bloody Marry I serve from down there, but experience has taught me that lemonade is the beverage of choice among connoisseurs of the pussy bar.
The pain in my stomach has been annoying and I question sometimes when I feel like this if the Toilet Training sessions are worth the money. It’s why whenever I get an Indian guy … 2 this week … trying to negotiate me down from 10,000 baht to 1,000 I just send him this video and say Be A Man. Do the right thing.
“Maybe you don’t eat my shit right now, you go walk around talk to other Mistress … you don’t buy … you come back … you say Hey … i want to eat shit for 10,000 ”
I say “NOOOOOOOOO” … “you no get for 10,000 now price go up maybe 20,000 baht”
90% of all my human toilet trainees swallow my poo successfully on their first try, this story is about why. You see, if human toilet training sessions were like scat videos you’d go to your bathroom and shit every place but inside your toilet. You don’t go pee on your mirror and shit on your toothbrush do you? So get out of your world of internet porn and step into the reality of what my expectations are of you as my human toilet trainee. As such, your job is to take the place of my toilet and do your job as well as my porcelain does so that my bathroom looks and smells exactly the way it did when i entered it. For that to happen, you would think that the onus of responsibility would be on you, it isn’t.
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The Mistress Has the Onus of Responsibility in Training her Human Toilet Properly
Just as my toilet isn’t big enough to hold shit from a dinosaur … well probably … your mouth isn’t big enough to hold shit from my ass. If i’m in Bangkok and you’re in Boston and i’m trying to stab you with a knife i’m not gonna reach you, unless you have an extremely long dick. I’m not effective because i’ve chosen the wrong tool for the job. So similarly, if i don’t want to leave a mountain of shit on my human toilet’s mouth i have two choices. Change the toilet or change the tool. Well, you’re paying me to be my human toilet so i can’t very well change you. Hmm, i guess that means i should choose a different tool, or method in this case. Otherwise i’m gonna be dealing with a mountain of shit on your face. Maybe that’s good if i’m recreating a Close Encounters of the Third Kind scenario, but otherwise not so good.
Mistress Jaa has the best human toilet video in the world … in my opinion. I know because i did the session with her last year and i did the video for it. She wouldn’t be able to sell one copy of the video because nobody would believe it’s a shit eating video of a human toilet eating her poo right in the middle of her and Natty doing their Tease & Denial session. The reason it’s perfect is because from start to finish you wouldn’t even know he’s eating her poo. Even me, I didn’t believe he was actually eating it and you can hear me in the video asking her if he actually has her poo in his mouth. So i wanna talk about that, how i learned from her the proper way to do a human toilet training session, and what finally is your onus of responsibility being the trainee.
The proper way is neither easy nor fun … for me. It’s what put me in the hospital on Monday after Sunday’s session. There has to be a separation between pee and poo. Unfortunately they both come out together. So the first step is not to jump right to the poo part, the proper way is for you to be patient and drink all my pee that i slowly have to let out of me while squeezing my ass and not lettinImage may be NSFW. Clik here to view.g the poo drop out at the same time. It’s kinda like doing 69 and eating pizza, you have to stop one to do the other.
The problem is the double tank system.
Huh? You know about it, i think guy’s are the same as girl’s no? You can pee normally but when that stops you’re not really finished are you? If you push what happens? Yessss … the second tank inside your stomach opens up and the the second tank of pee comes out. Well guess what happens when i poo? I push. So there is this thing that Jaa can do very well and i end up explaining to a doctor 24 hours later … is the ability to poo and hold the pee at the same time.
Why? Why is that even necessary?
Because of that onus of responsibility I told you about. It is my responsibility to not drop dinosaur turds into your mouth like i’m a Dairy Queen Blizzard machine. The actual secret to having a perfect human toilet session is to one make a perfect seal over the slaves mouth with my ass and two to let him break off and swallow what he can handle. So hang on, back up. About the first rule, that flies against every poo video you’ve seen on the internet. You know … the video where my counterpart is dropping shit into her slaves mouth like a plane carpet bombing a rice field. Umm, when was the last time you went to the bathroom and actually stood up on the toilet to shit in the water 3 feet below you? If you answered “often” by the way, for your sake Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.make sure you lock the door so your wife doesn’t ever catch you doing that lol.
The same way your ass is sealed on the toilet seat, your mouth seals my ass before anything comes out. So for my human toilet wannabe’s who are visualizing seeing my ass open up and seeing the poo come out slowly and make like a snake down into your mouth where you will have a 50/50 chance of catching it, think again.
You’re not going to be all that comfortable as my human toilet. Lucky for you i weight under 50kg soaking wet, so the pressure on your face isn’t jaw breaking, but it’s still heavy. I need to sit heavy to make the perfect seal. Sorry, it’s the way it is. Which leads to the second uncomfortable thing for you, you inability to breathe. Which is a good thing because you’re all so afraid of how you’ll react to the smell right? Heyyyy … forgetaboutit.
No smell. Again, the onus of responsibility is on me to let my human toilet breathe every 30 seconds or so by leaning forward to take the weight off your nose. So then what’s left for my human toilet slave down there is not a visual experience but a sensory experience. If your mouth is pressed hard against my ass you’ll won’t even feel my ass open or close, you’ll just feel the pushing and that takes forever. It’s like a whole different Tease & Denial session for you because i have to lower my poo like a piano being lowered down the side of a building … slowly and carefully. This is Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.like a hell on earth for me that you can’t imagine. At the same time i’m lowering the chicken McNuggets i’m concentrating on squeezing my vagina to not not soak the chicken with my pee before it’s served. It’s just bad customer service to serve wet chicken McNuggets you know.
This is what the doctor said caused the blockage in my kidney on Monday. By blocking the second tank of pee from opening for the whole 10 to 15 minutes it takes to drop the poo down the garbage shoot i caused a horrible day long case of stomach cramps that were hellish. So you wanna know why the poo sessions are 10K and not 7K , it’s because as you’re on the skytrain going home thinking about the best damn chicken McNuggets you’ve ever eaten, i’m on the bed then and for 24 hours feeling like i’m in constant labor. Ok … i’m guessing there guys. I’ve heard rumors that childbirth is painful but i have no said experience lol. You can put your hand down, i’m not accepting volunteers to get me pregnant so i can experience it for reals.
At some point when the poo looks like a turtle head coming out of the shell, or feels like that because we both can’t see it, i’m gonna ask you to use your tongue … not your lips … to break off your nugget of chicken and let it break off into your mouth. Why not your lips? Because it’s messy. Do you wipe your ass as your shit is coming out or after? Think about it.
Again, right tool for the job. Using a rocket launcher to kill you while you’re standing in front of me is probably not the best tool for the job. Tongue over lips boys.
Just like at McDonalds’, what you do with the McNugget once it’s in your mouth is your business.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.Unlike some of you assholes out there with your girls, i allow my man to spit lol. If my human toilet at that moment freaks out and can’t swallow what he has in his mouth, you’re allowed to sit up and drop it in the toilet … but you’re going back under me as soon as you’ve made your deposit. However because of the manageable size that’s in your mouth i find most try and succeed at swallowing, thus giving them their ultimate fantasy. My method, while landing me face to face with my doctor sometimes, has about a 90% success rate at giving the guy his fantasy come true. Then of course, there are the more umm … “creative” types about what to do with the poo in the mouth …
And if you have a nice big plastic dick to fuck my ass and degrade me while I’m having your poop in my mouth, just do it. My body is yours.
So that you can’t say you haven’t been warned ahead of time … if i’m fucking your ass like that, your head is in the toilet under water playing “bobbing for poo” while i’m letting you have it.
That leaves only your onus of responsibility then as my human toilet which is … be a good toilet. Your purpose in serving me down there, and especially if you ever want to have the privilege of coming back and serving me again, is to leave my ass like it’s a perfect crime scene, no evidence that a real toilet wasn’t used.
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Foot Worship guys suck the way most men fuck, with no control. “Doggy style” has a whole different kind of meaning if we’re talking about guys doing their foot worship duty which is a shame because the way you foot worship can either put me to sleep or can probably make me orgasm. Since I’m tired of nodding off, I’ve decided to make the one stop guide to help you get around the galaxy of women’s feet better equipped. Here then is my …
Foot Worship Guide to Be A Foot Fuckin’ Master
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There’s only 5 things you have to know to be the foot worship baddass you always wanted to be. Memorize these 5 things and you’ll be the Samuel L Jackson of the foot worship world. The L is for lick by the way.
Treat each of my toes like it is my clit. Suck around it, vary your pressure, pay attention to each little bit of my toe. Learn to develop two rhythm’s to start and then switch between them. Most importantly, don’t bite either my toe or my clit. Ever.
Nice and slow see, that’s the way to do it. Nice and slow. Why are you rushing? You’re like a racehorse running as fast as he can to get to the finish only to find out that the finish is really just the start. I don’t need you to do each toe 10 times, i need you to do each toe once, but perfectly.
What’s that? You’ll give a girl dirty ass to mouth … but you’re afraid to suck off all the goop from the middle of my toes? Yes I know it’s dirty, smelly and tastes awful between my toes. That’s exactly the reason why you should be spending extra time in the valley and not climbing the mountain.
Toe worship is like foot worship , it’s just 5 times more fun. You don’t have to suck them one by one. Choke yourself. I’m impressed by the man who will gag himself trying to swallow my whole foot.
I’m amazed at how many guys go for the toes and leave the soles of my feet alone. That’s self-serving, and I hate guys who are in it for themselves. The whole purpose of foot worship is for you to show your devotion to me. It leads to face sitting and toilet training at the upper levels of devotion, but it starts at the foot. That means all my foot, not just the part that excites you.
There! Your foot worship skills just got a lot better.
Keep in mind what foot worship is about. It’s the first step in progression. If you want to be a pure submissive and devote yourself to me then you better understand the foot worship flowchart …
That’s the progression i’m looking for in a slave. One who starts at foot worship and works his way up. Right now i’m just Mistress Pasaya 3.0 , i realize that though i’m busy i can’t follow that foot worship flowchart yet exactly with every submissive man who apply’s to see me. But trust me when i’m Mistress Pasaya 5.0 , and i have 10,000 followers on my Twitter , 100 videos in my clips for sale store , and i’m a world top 10 mistress … you can bet my submissive’s will have to follow this foot worship flowchart of servitude. Until then, I’m happy with guys like this who are willing to learn …
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Men cheat for the same reason a dog lick’s his balls, because they can. On the other hand, us girls are sexually manipulative you might say and I would agree. However, i’m only like that because you force me to be. I started this year with many potential boyfriends in the stable and i’ve spent the first two months of the year finding their hidden agendas, unmasking their games, and revealing their true selves …leaving the stable empty once again.
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“Life is Full of Fake People” titles my Line, but this game of exposing men for their lack of chivalry is … well … i’m bored of it.
Bored. Bua. Boring.
Because whereas you like to ride into battle naked atop your horse thinking your words and actions all pompous like with lack of wit will keep me under your control, you fail to realize that i ride into battle with not only armor shield and sword, but also preparation at my back.
Preparation in the form of research, study of my adversary, and a course of action. So since i’m not likely to marry any of you guys as I can neither foresee someone wanting to marry a popular mistress nor someone with the financial stature i’m looking for to entice me to stop and go abroad, i’m therefore going to disclose to you some of my secrets, three to be exact.
“Appear weak when you are strong, and strong when you are weak.” ― Sun Tzu, The Art of War
I’ve checked every book written on power words to see if mine is included and in each case they’ve witlessly failed to include the most powerful word i know in the English language. The word “really?” when delivered with a tone of voice as to suggest that what you are talking about is clearly over my head is ever so powerful. I’ve had men caught in lies so many times, lies that they are beyond certain i can never find out about. The power in that moment is undeniable, made only stronger by the power to dismiss it and feign ignorance instead.
Beyond the moment of pity that I have for the guy caught in the lie is the river of sorrow i have to cross when I will soon cut him from my life. Even for a girl with a Mistress personality like me, it’s a hard thing to do that leaves me in tears. Not so much crying for the lost relationship, but crying for the mounting loss of faith in the male race as a whole. At the moment that i swing the axe and let him know i’m severing relations, it’s an instant cut of all ties and communication forever that is painful to do always. It’s the moment that i’m the weakest, but to them, it’s the moment that I appear to be the strongest.
“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.” ― Sun Tzu, The Art of War
The enemy is not the man i’m dating, but his girl’s of acquaintance, present and past, of whom I must know wholly and fully. The man reacts to desire, he is laughably predictable in that way. But while the man being the predator that he is can perfectly cover his footprints of deviance and deceit, it’s his prey that reacts wildly and carelessly and therein lies his demise. Meaning, he can sweep up her hairs in the bedroom, password protect his phone, dry clean his clothes, plan his dates wisely, plan his excuses even more so but he will never be safe. Because i’m not studying him, i’m studying her.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.The battleground used to be tilted in favor of the man. Information, unless I knew all his girls personally was hard to come by 10 years ago. Then while in Australia I learned about the most catastrophic of men’s weakness’s, social media. Not by his doing, by the compulsive desire of my female kin to wantonly show off their every move online in regards to their man. You know, i’m gonna let you in on a little girls secret. The ability to have several Facebook accounts is more powerful than the ability to have several passports. That’s due to the fact that a passport can get me into a country whereas a second Facebook account can get me into people’s lives … especially other girls lives.
In the race to define popularity by how many Facebook friends one has it’s shockingly easy to get accepted into the private world of all my enemy’s. That’s akin to being in the opposing General’s tent and peering over his shoulder while he plans his every move. The most valuable commodity i know of is information, with it there are no defeats.
“The greatest victory is that which requires no battle.” ― Sun Tzu, The Art of War
In a world where the ability to conspire, deceive and cover up is fading like the last flickers of twilight thanks to the internet, there exists if one is sneaky enough to use it the ability to apply that reality to relationships. However its sad that relationships have to be looked at like war, they shouldn’t. There should be no battle. I shouldn’t be an option for a guy, I should be his princess. Love should be able to exist between two individuals, and yet it rarely does. The only true love in the world is that found in family and to a dog. Knowing that, it only makes sense that when considering a relationship i need to have won first, and then gone to battle. That is the only way to ensure there is no battle in the first place.
Maybe the more healthy solution is to not engage at all. I am not a nation, but the principle still applies …
“There is no instance of a nation benefitting from prolonged warfare.” ― Sun Tzu, The Art of War
I wonder what Sun Tzu would have written about social media? I think he would abstain from using it. I think that’s the guy i want to date next.
So I did a femdom forced bi session the other day with a new ladyboy and i was impressed with not only her looks and her dominant but sweet personality, but her English skills as well. So you guys who are into forced bi, forced blowjob, sissy domination, slut training … let me know what you think of her.
How fast would you be willing to give up your ass to her ?
So five years ago I was sitting in my improv class in Australia, 14 of us from all over the world thrown together in a 12 x 12 room, casting aside our language social and financial barriers and choosing instead kinship based on imagination and personality. Whatever the demon is, for me it was trying to communicate in English, there is no better remedy than to act as stupidly as possible in front of complete strangers and then return their applause when they try to outdo my acts of foolishness. The lesson i learned in those 16 weeks was not how to act, and certainly not how to communicate verbally but to realize that some people live their lives constantly thinking outside the box and some are trapped forever within.
I’ll give you my favorite example of both worlds and then tell you how i relate that to my job as a Mistress and the world of bdsm as I see it.
In one of my first exercises of improvisational communication and roleplay the class waited for one student to cover their ears while deciding on a scene that I had to act out. I was then given 30 seconds to non verbally set the space, create the mood, and act out the scene they had given me after which the second student would have a few seconds to see what I was doing and join in adding his or her idea. The game was called “Yes And” because what it forced you to do was to see what one person was trying to communicate, accept that effort, and then add to it with my own imagination.
I got paired up with Mike which scared the shit out of me because this guy was born thinking outside the box and the only certainty in working with him was that whatever direction one assumed he was going to go with an idea you could bet your life that he was thinking so much the opposite.
As he closed his eyes and ears with the teacher the class came to the decision that I had 30 seconds to act out that i was making pizza in a pizza shop.
Easy enough. To set the space i visualized a cooking table in front of me where i would be rolling and tossing the pizza dough. The toppings were to the left of me to dress the pizza and when it was ready i’d put it in the imaginary oven to my right.
So Mike is allowed to watch me for 30 seconds to see me take the imaginary dough in my hands, roll it out on the fake table with the fake rolling pin and then pick up the circular dough as made evident by the large circular space between my hands … and toss it high in the air in a spinning motion to make the perfect circle of dough. I’d top it with cheese, put it on the oven paddle and slide the pizza into my fake oven. Not an academy award winning performance but i was certain i got the message through.
“Yes And” prepares you to take whatever the next person adds to the scene i’ve created and go with it, even if I hate it. All ideas are good.
Mike waits until I’ve rolled out the dough and at the moment when i toss it in the air he jumps into the room all in a panic. He runs to me, bumps me out of the way so that i go flying to the floor. At the same time he reaches to the ceiling to catch my pizza dough and screams out
“Good god woman, what the hell are you doing with that baby?”
All I could think of was “i … i …” … and that’s why i tried to redo the thought with a photo on my twitter to pay respect to that moment i couldn’t think of anything to say.
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He balances the imaginary baby on his head, throws the dough onto the paddle, slides it into the oven, then spins around and kicks the imaginary oven door closed with the heel of his foot and storms out of the room. The class was on the floor laughing but I was in awe. I saw that some people just don’t see the world like other people do. They live this magical life seeing, doing and reacting to things in a way I never thought possible until then.
How does that relate to bdsm? Hang on, i’ll get to that later. Let me first tell you the story about Dave, from the same class of 14.
Dave was a curly blonde hair blue collar kind of guy with a jaw that he clenched so hard i could hear his teeth grinding as the teacher talked. His face had deep age lines from 50 years of fighting life rather than going with the flow and though he never said or did anything awkward I just got that uncomfortable vibe sitting next to him.
The next pair after me was Chris my college classmate and an Aussie girl from a TV show that made her the class celebrity. She was to set the scene of a girl picking apples off a tree and putting those apples in a basket down below her. Chris walked in the room and had his 30 seconds to watch her act out the scene. After half a minute he lifted up an imaginary ladder, set it against the imaginary tree and mimicked climbing up beside her. Every time she took down an apple he reached into his basket and put an imaginary thing in her hand.
That was his “yes and” by offering the gesture of putting something in her hand right after he had made the gesture to assist her by climbing up the ladder beside her. She took the imaginary thing in her hand and began screwing in a light bulb. After she made a face of delight that the room had just become brighter she signaled him to hand her more and more light bulbs and began screwing them in everywhere. It was perfect.
Perfect to everyone but Dave.
“fucking bullshit” he said under his breath but loud enough so everybody could hear. “Why is it bullshit?” I asked him, “the light bulb idea was beautiful because she changed the whole scene location and premise with one thought.”
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“It’s bullshit” he replied, “because it’s obvious that she’s picking apples not light bulbs.” with a sneer in his voice telling me to back off. That’s when the teacher stepped in to help me and told him “it can be anything she wants the object in her hand to be, that is her …. ‘and’ that she adds to the story.”
“It’s a fucking apple not a fucking light bulb for fuck sakes are you guys so fucking dumb you can’t see it?”
He was very confrontation minded about the whole thing and if it hadn’t been for my failure with Mike 5 minutes earlier I would have taken arms against him too instead of sympathizing with him. Dave was just stuck in his world of seeing things as is and cannot think outside the box even a tiny bit.
Unlike that class of 14 very cool people, Dave represents 95% of how society thinks and acts. My uncle once told me that being successful in business is as simple as finding a hole and filling it, and is it any wonder that less than 5% of the population are successful business owners because few have taught themselves how to see the holes that others cannot.
Bringing this back to bdsm, this website, and my job as your mistress, that class taught me more than how to roleplay out your sessions it taught me to see what the crowd is doing and do exactly the opposite.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.It was actually Mistress Jaa that thought of Tease & Denial with soft and sexy bdsm. I’ve picked up that ball and i’m running with it a bit further by adding seduction to the mix.
If you noticed, on my “Book Me” form i had to take off my joke where i gave you “Eternity” as an option for how long you’d like your session to be with me. I had to take it off because every submissive guy who used the form to re-book me clicked that Eternity box. I’ve been dealing with this problem since January of a great many of my submissive’s desperately wanting more of the girlfriend mistress experience that basically represents what my sessions are like.
So many of you are looking for the dominant mistress that gives you an idea what it would be like to be in a mistress – submissive relationship that you fall in love right away with how my session feels.
You can’t fake dominance.
I mean you can, you just go to barbar or demonia and order your espresso with your bdsm fetish a la carte and wait for your domination meal to be served up like it’s 4am drive thru at Burger King.
Image may be NSFW. Clik here to view.I’m more like AboveEleven , the dinner experience that stays with you for hours, even days after the meal. Why? Because i thought outside the box. It’s why on my Twitter i made fun of domina’s in general by referring to them as an out of date Minnie Mouse with their black pants and red shoes.
I see everything outside the box, it’s both exciting and frustrating at the same time from the sheer number of ideas that i have to put in motion.
What are they? You’ll know them when you see them, i’m a doer not a talker. It’s why i’m liking my Twitter. If you’re perceptive you can see inside my mind about how i think about things and begin to see what makes me laugh, what makes me agitated. Like when i said financial domination or findom slaves worship every ugly mistress out there. I got pissed looking at the money they throw at the ugliest mistress’s walking the earth. Then just like with Mike I saw why. Nobody’s given them an option that’s different than “pay me asshole”. Except this guy, he mentioned it in passing in his blog. Why has nobody done findom differently? Has the black and red Minnie MouseImage may be NSFW. Clik here to view. army of Mistress’s become such experts in male behavior that each has succumbed to the “pay me bitch” model of domination because it’s the only one that works?
Let’s see.
I’ve decided to only follow on my Twitter those who think outside the box and inspire me. I only follow 1 person right now. I’ve looked at 1000’s of mistress’s and found only 1 that has actually been doing my outside the box idea, so i followed her out of respect for that.
See?
I’m not picking apples here. I’ve started “yes and” domination, Pass me a light bulb slave.
Im reading your blog right now, but I haven’t finished it yet. Often my mind wanders and it went to several places today. When I read, I generally read 3 books at a time and bounce back and forth between them. Not sure why but again, I digress.
First, Mike sounds like a fun guy, I want to get a drink with him. Haha. But then my mind went to something someone told me once, which is they are shocked by my friends… I was confused but after he explained it I guess it made sense. He told me he had never met a successful person before that had such diverse friends, almost everyone he knew had friends that are all very much alike, basically clones of one another all hanging out together. Small variations of the same person basically.
So, if you look at a lot of my guy friends here are a list of a few summed up Into 1 sentence each.
– Indian guy that is a consultant
– Jewish guy that sells shower curtain rings on the Internet
– black guy, I have no idea what his job is and I’ve known him for 13 years
– white guy that has a phd from Harvard in nuclear physics
– asian guy, used to sell drugs no idea what he does now
– guy we call white boy because he is just that. Has never eaten a peach or pear in his life.
– professional football player
– male stripper (need I say more)
– CEO of a Fortune 500 company
– factory worker
– Hispanic guy that will literally sleep with any female
– gay guy that works at the hotel and probably goes through my stuff when I’m not in my room.
Can I add the worlds most famous dominatrix to the list?
Yes, Can. I think i know who your friends are too …
to me
Sublime Goddess Fon,
i worship You from afar and long to be beneath Your feet again very soon.
i remember every moment of our session and think constantly about it.
i have so clear in my mind looking up into Your divine face as i lay
on the floor licking clean Your soles. So beautiful, so superior,
demanding my total submission.
Lying helpless beneath You as You sat on my face and cut off all air
was such a sacred moment of total submission, and deeply symbolic. i
can never forget how in this moment You took total ownership of me,
body, mind and soul. i breathe now only because You allow it, and only
to serve and worship You.
It was such a humbling feeling as You sat on my face and skilfully
tied my cock and balls with cord, and then replaced my chastity device
with Your own. Yours is so much stronger and more painful, Goddess. i
could see nothing, but the throbbing agony in my cock as i tried
uselessly to suppress my inevitable erection was such a powerful
symbol of Your absolute power over me.
i worship You, Goddess Fon. i am Your property now. In my head i wear
Your collar and will never remove it
fly44673tac
Apr 9 (2 days ago)
to me
hello. mistress. i only can accept soft sm. can you be
tender? i also want to know your advise
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Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com>
Apr 10 (1 day ago)
to fly44673tac
Last Read: Friday, Apr 10th 2015, 8:27:36 PM
well as i say on my blog many many times, my style of bdsm is more about soft seduction , and the bdsm part of my session is just to help the seduction, not to hurt.
The things i do like chastity, and bondage should excite you, not make you scared. The idea is to tease the man from his mind, not from his body.
Yes i can do a 1 hour session for 5,000 at 4pm if you like.
pasaya xx
fly44673tac
to me
are 2 hours ok?
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com>
to fly44673tac
yes 2 hours is 7,000
1 hour 5,000
fly44673tac
to me
can 5000b for 2hours
i m new guy. shy
Mistress Pasaya <mistress.pasaya@gmail.com>
to fly44673tac
nooooooooo , cannot sell you 5,000 … if sell you 5,000 today you come tomorrow i close down.
maybe you dont get the session right now … you go you look for other mistress you dont buy you come back you say hey i want the session for 5000 i say nooooooooo you dont get for 5000 now price gone up maybe 10,000 … 12,000 baht
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