Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Courage
Some people have a lot of money … and no brains.
I have brains … and no money :<>
When i have my brains and money too … i will be dangerous 
So my story today is not a story. I am teaching. I am teaching somebody trying to copy jaa4u for his bdsm dungeon … not about business … about life.
jaa4u.com is my window not a website. It is a window to my heart. Anybody who comes to see me and reads my blog often … he knows me 100% already. You know what the most often word i get in my email … first thing they say to me is? Courage.
First courage they talk about is … my life because they know everything about me. Hardest thing for me for jaa4u when i do a story is to have balance for you. 30% i want you to know about my brain how i feel about bdsm. 30% I want you to know about my sessions if when i do a good job … and when i fail. The 30% that scare me the most is to share my life in my blog.
Missing 10% i know i can do math lol. 10% is my idea about life and what i want to get from my life before i die.
30% + 30% + 30% + 10% = true
And what i want from my life is to find that … true. Not a lie … not somebody who can zig zag … act like my friend but not really. Somebody true. And … i think who reads my blog wants to see that too. Even when i had before no idea how to do English … i know something more important than a word is a heart from where the word comes from.
So probably they talk about that … courage to show the world how to try to have a true heart.
And courage #2 they talk about … is courage to write me because my story made him see his fantasy in himself. Why?
Because if he says to me … “Reading that story again finally gave me courage to tell you howI feel” … it is because first i told him how I feel about his fantasy. See go around come around … if i want somebody to open his heart to me first i have to open my heart to him. Listen ok i am teaching you and your friend about life now.
See? So ya i can see you try to copy how i do my story about my session and put that in your website … but after somebody who reads your story … same like if i try to copy my rice from my mom how she makes it … it tastes not the same.
Because like you sms me … “i wrote some stories”. So really who reads your story wants to have a session with …. you lol. Because you talk about yourself what happened to you about your session.
Mean… you have to say “i’ a lot in your stories. When i do a story i talk about ‘him‘ ‘his session’ what ‘he likes’ … because i am interested about him not me. Get it? lol … life again learn ok.
Nobody will email “you” about ‘”courage to write you” because “your” session was amazing. Trust me ok.
Last courage … courage number 3 … is not from my email sorry. It is from me.
Sometimes i have to take the bts to go to a session or go shopping to mbk and i hate that because it is so busy and i don’t like to be close to 1000 people. If you see me in the bts i stand by myself and listen to my ipod music. Start about 1 month ago every train for the bts has a new train … 1 more train at the end now because before too many people try to get in and cannot.
But i go to my bts … and everybody … 100 people stand where? Same like before … they all together in the middle like before. Even 1 month now … the train is longer but nobody can change how they think.
Me i stand where to wait for the train? Actually first i sit down at the end … have a place to sit. Why i sit there because i don’t want anybody to follow me or go close to me. Ok the train comes … i get up … and last door stops in front of me you know how many people get in with me?
Maybe 2. Usually by myself i go in. And sit down have a seat for sit down often.
Why because nobody has a courage to think different. Everybody just wants to copy everybody else. If you are alone you are different … and nobody wants to be different.
So why i talk about that … the bts?
Because if you want to copy my website ok do it no problem. But in your house you have a paper … you paid money to a university for somebody to tell you you are smart. Like The Wizard of Oz … you went already to see him … to the wizard to get a paper for your brain.
Now you need to buy courage. Courage to think for yourself … have a original idea.
Sorry you cannot go to university for courage… for that you have to come to me. :)
one more thing …
… “Emergency Service” … his story. When you see that story in his website i am Jane. Jaa…Jane…get it?
True i needed things fixed in my condo. I needed a new air conditioner. But most i needed was 80,000 baht to finish paying for my house.
About 1500,000 baht for everything.
For 1 Tease & Denial fuck.
Well one thing is true for “Emergency Service” … it is expensive lol.