Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Unplugged
In my first caveman story i said …
“I think submissive men think different. But why? I don’t know that yet. But it is true 100%. I have a idea why. Control.”
In my book i put a lot of things from The Matrix because that movie is about control. Why i like bdsm is because it is opposite from the control you know and not a lot of people are ready for something like that …
“The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you’re inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it.”
You see the movie yet?
Remember when the pill … i think red pill … after he takes that he wakes up and now he can see the world really? That is me after my mom takes me out from school at 13 yo.
“Morpheus: Unfortunately, no one can be told what the Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself.” … That is me in Canada, Panama, Brazil, Singapore, Malaysia, South Africa, Vietnam …
See? Ya i know it is a movie only and not a big deal for you. Because you don’t unplug yourself yet … or you don’t come to me and let me unplug you lol. So for you it is only a movie still. But if you lived where i live … come from where i come from … feel what i feel … see what i see … you will see everything different too.
And that is why i cannot do a story about control. Only somebody submissive can understand what i want to talk about … and that is not a lot of people.
Remember my submissive man – monkey man story from before? Most of the world is monkey men. Some are Matrix man style. Only some is submissive .. not plugged into the world.
BDSM … beautiful dominant sexy model worship … is 1 way to be free from the world. Free from control.
Seriously … you have to go to work right? Acting like you are a boss … tough … mean … in control … can control everybody. But really that is not you if you are submissive and you cannot wait to come to see me … or who your mistress is because you can come in my world and be free …
“Neo: I know kung fu.
Morpheus: [eyeing him, hand on chin] Show me.”
You: I know how to worship you.
Me: (i push you to my bum) Show me.
How many girls can do that for you? Not a lot. Why because every girl is still in the machine … she has to be under control from a man still.
You are in traffic again … already you had 2 hours in traffic to go to work and now again you have 2 hours traffic to go home. What did you do today? Work at a job you do every day … have to listen to your boss … for sure a man … and do something really you don’t like to do so you can make money. For what? To give to your wife but really you are bored about her now. Now you realize what is ‘forever’ when you said you want to be with her forever long time ago. And why you marry her because like me you were young before and follow the control. You don’t want to be different you have to have love and a job and a baby. Then a house but you cannot pay for that one shot you have to have a job you do forever to pay for the house.
If you are richer ok nothing change really. You have to have toys to show you are rich the same like who lives close to you. You have to have a party for everybody you don’t like really to stay close to who else is rich. Ya you have a car a house better than everybody but omg how much do you pay for that really? Tax for your house and insure for your car and special school for your baby so really you have to spend so much really you think you are different from somebody poor?
Rich or poor … Friday Saturday is party day and you do what with your friends? Go drink. Go smoke. Get high. Get drunk. Why? Because really you don’t want to be in the control machine you want to get out. You want your brain to be free. Ya but you cannot. Control is everywhere you don’t get that yet? Have a law for who can drink and what you can smoke and even for who you can have sex with. Control control and control. Really?
You are horny and your wife never gives you sex … i have 1 million email about that. So you go to pay for a girl to have sex with her. She agree … you agree. But you cannot because … somebody you vote to have power want to control you not to do that. That is not …’ have a girlfriend marry to her and have a baby’ program.
See … i do not do sex for my job. Ya i laugh make a joke at who has to do that a lot but why? Because i give so many a chance to unplug her .. to see a little bit what i see and she cannot. So what can i do about that … nothing. But more important … who i am to say if her job is good or bad? Nobody. She agree to do that … she makes money … she is happy … he is happy … the world is the same really. I don’t do it but if she wants to do that and he wants to go do that with her i am happy for both.
One very good friend i just finish sms with him … he is amazing. He is professional for his job … can control a lot of people … has a good brain … he is smart … he loves family … and can party like crazy lol. If i go with him for a session i get 2 girls for him .. they get high … i control everybody to do fun things … they go home or he will keep 1 for sex and have fun with her and ya … we do like that for 2 days or 3 days and he has to go back to work.
Know where he is from? From Holland.
I tell you now … Holland people are amazing people and know something? They are matrix people … they are unplug from the control machine.
You can take a drug in Holland. Pay for a girl in Holland. Drink in Holland. Only thing you have to do is be responsible for yourself there i think. Know what? I never read about Holland have a problem with anything you know why? Because i can control myself … you can control yourself. My opinion if every country can be like Holland … ok we start to have a good world soon.
But .. like i say in my story last week … a monkey man can not change himself. He has to be a monkey man always.
I had many fights with monkey men. First at a embassy i had to stay one day with somebody important there. Super vip had to go shopping for me because his boss told him lol. And i sms him to let me whip him after he said he wants to fuck me for free. He was not happy lol …
“you’re barking up the wrong tree bitch as you obviously have no idea who you’re dealing with”
And last week at the beach after he put his hand on my pussy at the bar … remember i put my drink on his face after that? I did not tell you after 1 hour i go back after i cool down and he is there … with his wife now. So i go talk to him now to see what he will do …
“fuck off bitch i didn’t fucking touch you” … and something about how he will hit me to teach me or something like that. I don’t remember what word exactly.
“come on i was drunk” … the man who kissed me at the dance club.
This is all monkey man people. Caveman people. Asshole people. Whatever. They need …
“Tank: We’re supposed to start with these operation programs first. That’s major boring shit. Let’s do something a little more fun. How about… combat training.
Neo: Ju jitsu? I’m gonna learn Ju jitsu.
[Tank winks and loads the program]
Neo: Holy shit!
Tank: Hey Mikey, I think he likes it. How about some more?
Neo: Hell, yes. Hell yeah.”
I tell you The Matrix is amazing … everything about the world is in that movie.
I am sure if i go to do jiu jitsu i will meet every submissive man there lol. Only 1 in the world i can win from when i fight with her is Natty 
Anyway i am finished being mad about that now. 1 month at the beach is amazing for how to relax my brain i have to do this often now. Oh sorry … are you in traffic? lol … maybe you need to ..
“Choi: It just sounds to me like you need to unplug, man.”