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Start from 2 years ago i put My Amazon Wish List in my blog for how you can buy me a gift card for my birthday or for xmas or today Valentine’s day.
I say also in my blog the gift card will be for only one thing … to buy a book for my son so he can learn to read English. Because i have a limit i only know English enough to do my blog … and really if i don’t have Siri from my iPhone … Google Translate … and a red line from every word i spell bad … or for my book Microsoft Word because it can fix every mistake automatic … i can never do even 1 story and make sense.
If he learn to love to read a story he will have 2 things from that. 1 is imagination … now probably too much imagination lol. And 2 is he will get smart with English. Smarter than me.
So what i do …sometimes … i know i am bad to do it but i want to know everything he like to do … to look at. I look see what he look at in my computer if he is alone.
Because last year i look and see he go to google and look for ‘sex’ ‘sexy lady’ and i see first time ok my job can change his brain what he like to think about. After that i am very careful to lock everything and never do something if he is home and i am home same time.
Actually what i don’t know is how to lock a folder so he cannot look inside everything. Email me if you can show me how to do that please.
I look today because i go shopping for myself for valentine day … i get jealous sorry because i go out to get food and every girl have a beautiful flower and a lot of bag for shopping with a boyfriend. If i feel sad like that i will buy 2 things … 1 is a bag because i love bags. And 2 is jeans i love jeans. I try to make myself feel special for valentine’s day today.
Yes i have a lot of email to me today to say happy valentines day. Thank you Image may be NSFW.
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… i love to read something nice like that. But read is not the same like shopping lol. So ya i go out and buy myself a new bag. Natty she come with me so mean my son is alone for a little bit.
So come back i want to look see where he go on the internet. Only 1 website in 2 hour … youtube. And in youtube only 1 video …
After he come home i ask him why what make him look at that?
‘because i know more words than everybody’
Really? I know 0 words from the video … mean what? I start to watch a little bit with him and i cannot believe that … he can spell a lot of word before the girl or the boy can spell it.
About 4 client know him because they meet him … so you know how old is my son … not even close to how old is the boy and girl from the video. Maybe half old from them.
So amazing. That make me so happy my idea work good … you see that?
Why because a lot of client buy him a book. You … my client make him smart like that. You can see who buy what in my amazon wish list purchase already. But some bring a book for him … he have every Harry Potter book … but too high level for him yet.
Some science book … math book … grammar book … and cartoon book … he have everything and he love to read and do everything.
Ok why that is good and i think will help me soon … my story today is about that.
You know already from my story Changes i want to finish with his school. I don’t put everything how horrible is his problem. Because i don’t see everything he tell me with my eye. I believe what i see only so i don’t know really what is true and what is not true. But some things don’t make sense.
He never eat ok .. he only eat a health food or organic or fruit … and only eat a little bit. Why because he have a england friend in the condo … he older but nice to him … only 1 in the world nice to him and take a time to say hello. And he eat only 100% good food and he look good …50yo but he look amazing. He put a idea how to look strong like him because of food … so my son eat like him.
I made rice with basil and fry pork today. Honest he will never eat something like that … only he will eat the white from the egg i put in the food … and the basil lol.
Today he eat everything … 2 times.
‘Why you eat like that?’ … and he cannot answer me why because he drink 4 chocolate milk … not a small glass ok … big size for my coffee.
‘You eat what today for lunch?’
‘Nothing’
That is shock for me … always he will eat lunch because morning with me i cannot make anything he will eat Image may be NSFW.
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… i have no idea what is health food for morning time for him. For now only 1 thing i can make him eat is honey and toast … if that is brown bread only lol.
Ok so i ask him why nothing … ‘you dont feel hungry?’
‘ya but the teacher don’t let me eat and i dont want to eat’
‘why? why?’…2 times why …why she dont let him eat and why he dont want to eat.
‘i run after she say to walk to go eat so she dont let me eat and she dont let me go play with anybody … its ok because if i dont eat nice she will hit me’.
‘you eat after everybody finish eat or something?’
‘no everybody go to music class after lunch’
‘and you go with them?’
‘no she keep my in my room by myself i cannot go with anybody’
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like i say i cannot know what he say is true or true 50% or lie … and my country you can think what will happen to me if i go and make a problem about that. What happen in my brain is he talk about that and i think everything the same happen to me when i stay in school … worse really.
Anyway i don’t care … 7 more days.
After that no more education. No more thought control.
But
But what?
To change a school … from thai school … to England school or USA style school or Singapore style school … he cannot just go in like that …
“We would also need to access his levels of English as we would need to determine the best educational programme for him. It may be deemed appropriate that his enrollment is conditional to his participation in our ESL programme.”
From a school i want to put him to email me that. But he have to pass a test first for English.
Absolutely … no … problem Image may be NSFW.
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Thank you to you. I think every book you buy him and i buy him makes his English so high now … that is no problem to pass a test to go there.
So … if he can go … i think he can … i have 6 month no school for him. Because thai school start in May and inter school start in August.
I need a lot of book to make him ready for grade 3 for inter school … like from your country. Math … English … Science … and a lot of book to read. But i don’t know what you do for grade 3.
So good news … he have a kindle from Amazon already … somebody very nice buy that for him and he use it often.
If you know what is good for g3 you can buy a kindle book for him … and it will go to his kindle.
I will make him study a lot … and hold him hug him because after 6 month i will lose him. He have to go live with my mom away from me. Ya my heart will die. I don’t think you can know how much it hurt to even think about that.
Well it have to happen like that.
One i cannot take it if somebody hit him. Two he get older and he will want to know a lot about jaa4u soon what i do for my job. Three most important is he have to love to go to school and keep stay in school and finish and go to university. He will never do that if he feel about school the same i feel … hate it.
After tomorrow only 5 more days he will hate school i hope … and love school i hope forever after that.
To do that he have to pass a test soon … and you me together give him a chance to pass that … my story today i want to say thank you.
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Gift card for Amazon Wish List for his book … or buy science math and english for him please.
Kindle Store for his age … same math science english please.