Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Mistress Girlfriend Experience
Is there anything better than sitting on my guy’s sofa with my right arm around his shoulder playing with his hair while my left hand is down his underwear playing with his dick while we watch a movie and he feeds me popcorn? Yes there is … making him suck my toes just as the movie is getting good and he’s begging me to let him cum. But we’ll get to that in a minute. First let’s talk about the part of my bdsm sessions that i am enjoying the most … the Mistress Girlfriend Experience. While I did have some interesting sessions this week like a mouth to ass teasing toilet training session, a 2 hour face slapping session, an orgasmic face sitting session and a double mistress session with a guy and his Phillipine girlfriend, the best sessions of the week once again were the sessions that i teased my way right into the man’s mind and gave him a taste of the poison of what it’s like to be a Mistress’s boyfriend. I can tell you that for me, given what’s happened to my love life the last month. that it’s left me asking myself a question that i think about often …
If dominating a slave like a boyfriend in a session is so wonderfully fun, is it bad that i’m wanting my next relationship to be like that?
There’s no longer room in my mind for the people who aren’t worthy of being in my heart and most men don’t deserve a place in my heart. When I date someone I usually break up with them because I always think they don’t deserve me. I’m always searching for that perfect guy but I know there’s no one like that … so I end up being single. But maybe i’m looking in the wrong places. You men who drop to your knees to worship me have it right. Just by doing that you show you completely understand what it is I am looking for in a man, complete devotion to me.
I’m waiting for that person that’s going to treat me like I’m worth something. I’m still waiting for that person who would hold me like they’re afraid to lose me. I want that person that listens and actually cares. Until I find that person, I’m going to stay single. I don’t deserve anything less. I’ve been through enough bull shit and my heart is tired!
I brushed the last leaves off a dying tree this month and left it to rot by itself. It was the last remaining piece of the old Rainy that still clung to me like a disease. It took until now to realize that tree i thought that was so great was simply a dead willow uprooted in the bank of a river.
What I see now is not just the strength in the power given to me by my submissive men but the purity hidden in the gesture.
I had been running all morning in Lumpini Park and lately when I do that I feel like I am trying to put distance between the old Rainy and my new Mistress Fon or Pasaya personality. I came straight to the condo from the park on Saturday and even though i sms’d my client many times to be on time and not arrive early I didn’t bother to shower even though I had 20 minutes. So 30 minutes later after talking and accepting the wine and chocolates he brought me I was softly touching him around his neck, cheek and nipples getting him hard like I always do. Usually i get very close to the man to let him hear my whisper in his ear and allow him to smell my perfume and my body close to his nose … and let him feel the touch of my bamboo cane or my fingers.
That kind of seduction doesn’t work well when I smell like a smelly cat.
“Rainy i used to think you were innocent but you’re not, there’s a streak of evil in you that makes me crazy” that’s an sms from the last guy i seduced. True. The evil in my jumps up into my brain sometimes, I can’t help it. I have two sides black and white. I’ve told many people that Rainy is the pure white side of me, Fon is in the middle, and Pasaya is the black. So while staring at the wine he had brought me I was so aware of how bad my feet … particularly my toes felt. They were still sticky from the dried sweat of running and I had a whole unclean feeling about my body. For most girls that is such a strong feeling that it makes everybody run to the shower. For me, it makes my pussy wet. I was getting so wet just thinking of taking what must be the worst smelling feet i’ve had all week and making this guy lick and suck them no matter how bad it tasted. It’s a power thing ok. Don’t ask me why. I don’t even know myself why I think like that, I just do.
I had just finished a session Thursday with a guy who didn’t want foot worship but ended up asking to suck my feet longer. I really almost came when he started sucking my feet because I was looking at his face not enjoying himself as he climbed down under my foot and looked up at me with sad eyes as he licked my heel clean. The cleaner my feet got the more horny he got and the less horny i got, it was weird. This session i was thinking about opening up the wine he had brought me, dripping some on my feet and let him get drunk on my toes when I thought “fuck the wine”.
I wanted nothing more than to make this very big strong man crawl on his stomach to get under my foot and let him smell and taste the dirtiest feet ever. I sat up on the headboard of the bed and told him how bad my feet smelled and that he needed to clean it all for me.
I love the “i have no choice” look on a guys face.
They make it when they ask me to leave my ass a little dirty for them and i don’t wash it for 2 days and the smell is 10 times more than they thought they could take. The last slave under my ass complained about my pussy dripping onto his nose because his disgusted face was making me so horny.
They make that face too when i seal my pussy to their mouth and aim my pee to the deepest part of their throat so they swallow or choke.
I am guessing they make that face too when i make the same seal with my ass to their mouth for … you can imagine for what. Until somebody lets me video that i’ll never get to see the final look when their fantasy is coming true hahaha.
The difference between those sessions and the sessions where i offer the guy my feet is that my feet are connected somehow to my pussy. Which means i get really truly horny when i see a guy under my toes trying to get used to the taste and smell in the first few seconds. It hasn’t happened yet but i’m sure that soon a guy is gonna make me orgasm in the first minute of worshiping my feet. I’ve been close twice but the guys stop when i make the sounds i make. I can’t help it ok i make cute little sounds when i’m horny. So they always stop and look why i’m making same sounds like he’s licking my pussy and i never get to see if i can finish myself … or if he can finish me i mean.
To be clear, i cannot get the same orgasm feel when i do foot worship with stockings or pantyhose … or with shoe worship or trampling. I like doing those too but the sexy feeling only i get from toe to mouth or foot to mouth and if the guy is having a hard time from the taste but still sucks soft and with talent. It would probably just be a level 1 orgasm but still that would be great. If i’m wrong and it’s a level 3 squirt orgasm then i guess he’s just gonna get really wet down there hahaha 555.
After a guy has sucked my toes there is definitely a permanent shift in power in the relationship not only for that session but for all sessions in the future. You can be 7 foot tall, over 200 kg and be a CEO it doesn’t matter once you have been under my feet. It’s that power that makes these boyfriend sessions so much fun … getting back now to the session i talked about at the beginning with the movie at his place.
Be a girl that the men need not a girl that the men want. I read that somewhere. When men see me they want me. When they can’t have me they desire me. It’s not until after they submit to me that they need me. That’s what i’m saying that i’m learning about the kind of guy i want. I’m done with the guy who desires but won’t submit.
In my sessions once i see the look of desire born from desperation of not being able to have i’ll give you such a good taste of the poison of what it’s like to have a Mistress girlfriend that it’s all you’ll crave for weeks and weeks after.
On the sofa playing with his hair and whispering in his ear or kissing him on the cheek while playing under his underwear i’m making sure his eyes are looking at the movie but his brain is thinking about anything else but. Hint for you guys who can’t take long tease and denial, don’t download a 2 hour movie lol. Because he’s begging me with whispers to finish him and it just makes me giggle to hear a man beg me. I love it. The more you beg the more you will get teased. This was not even blowjob tease and denial, or sex tease and denial, this was just seducing hand job tease and denial and in the second hour he was shaking watching the movie or staring at the movie is a better description.
Twenty minutes before the end i tell him i want my toes sucked.
The last thing he wants is to stop watching the movie, turn around, letting my hand off of his cock, and start sucking toes. Hey it was a date so at least i showered and they tasted nice. Sometimes i’ll do a Sharon Stone and let him see what’s between my legs for the first time while he’s sucking. For 15 minutes i’ll let him watch the movie between my legs and then with 5 minutes i let my panties cover her up again.
“5 minutes left, do you wanna cum or do you wanna try to have a taste through my panties?”
Your money or your life, i love decisions that suck for men. Some guys have almost lost their tongues trying to find a way between my skin and cotton to get a taste. Others sadly give up the taste for the best most disappointing hand finish ever as they wish they could have both. But that’s the joy in being a Mistress girlfriend, I get to choose your level of happiness or disappointment depending on how satisfied you have made me.
I left him standing in the door and he was still there 40 seconds later as i looked back before i turned the corner to get back to Sukhumvit Rd.
Of course he was still there. I am no longer the woman he wants in his life, I am the woman he needs.
fon xx
About the Author, the Domina, and the Girl: Mistress Pasaya
I am not just a Bangkok Mistress and Domina / Dominatrix , i am the most sexy Domina in Thailand and for sure with Mistress Jaa we are the smartest. A Bangkok Mistress these days is about the colors red and black and fake photos pretending to enjoy bdsm in an expensive dungeon. I enjoy bdsm because i play with my clients using my brain, my imagination and my understanding of how men think. The bdsm toys are just a tool really, a realdominatrix doesn’t need to use tools if she doesn’t want to, and that’s where i am coming from — i am a real Dominatrix — Jaa and I are Bangkok’s only true domina ‘s in my opinion. I’m really into Tease & Denial since it makes men beg but i’m also into a different kind of begging — the kind a man makes when i’ve stolen his heart, his soul, and his mind — and then then throw him to the water for the mistakes he has made to lose me. I guess i am a teacher for men as well then, i teach men what it takes to keep a girl like me.