Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> The “Who Am I” Session
It started innocently … i wanted a break for Xmas and New Year to have time with my son so i took two weeks for myself and in my calendar i put ‘on vacation.’ After January 5 i wanted to work but all my emails said ‘cancel’ ‘cancel’ ‘cancel’ because of the problem in Bangkok. Ok so i put ‘on vacation’ for one more week in my calendar.
Then i stopped putting ‘on vacation’ because i did not feel like i was ‘on vacation’ … i felt like i was ‘off vacation’ with nobody in Bangkok to come see me.
Finally i had a good week of people in Bangkok coming to see me and everybody in my family got sick or hurt and stayed in the hospital. Ok not everybody … 4 people but i had to travel to every hospital so often it felt like 40 people i had to see really. So again i cancelled all my sessions to go see everybody.
Jan 25 … after one month finally i had a chance to be ‘off vacation’ and do a jiu jitsu style session. Except in 30 days i really forgot who is Jaa. That was the first time in 3 years i did one month with not even one session. I wrote a lot in my blog about how i think i have two people inside me … Jaa and Mistress Jaa … and sometimes honest … i think i am crazy. Why because i start to think about it too much and i have two personality fight inside me you know what i mean?
But after one month Mistress Jaa went ‘on vacation’ for real and where she went i have no idea. No way to find her. And worse … he sms me he left his hotel and he is coming.
‘coming here?’
‘yes’
‘now??????’
‘yes’
Omg! I put on my corset. I put on my tight tight stocking like a fishnet style. Then i put on my high heel shoes and looked at myself in the mirror. ”How the fuck i am going to do jiu jitsu like this?” Seriously i can’t move really when i wear clothes like that.
So put on what? Shorts? T-shirt? Lingerie? Ok sure … shorts and t-shirt make sense because i can move easy and fight better. Fast to do too i changed clothes in 1 minute and did my makeup … 10 minutes for that. Ok finished? Good … i look in the mirror.
“Who am i?” I am Jaa i look like Jaa … where is Mistress Jaa? … i cannot do a session like this i look like i put too much makeup on for tennis or something.
Ok so maybe t-shirt, shorts and high heel shoes? Fuck i look stupid bad idea.
T-shirt, shorts and my cane for spanking? Look in the mirror i look like i am going to play baseball in USA. I put a dildo in my hand … good now i look like i am in Star Wars. Fuck fuck fuck. One more sms coming … from him and now he is 2 minutes from my condo. ”Hope you are ready” he sms me that.
Oh ya i am ready … be ready to meet slut tennis star with dildo light saber for jiu jitsu … i am sure you will love the session with me lol.
One more time to look in the mirror so i can see what i can do and i get a idea that my hair is too much like i wear it for one month just normal straight. So i make my hair like a mess to get a ‘wild style’. But i forgot i had Natty’s hair spray she left in the condo when she moved … and i use that sometimes to make my hair more straight. So after i go wild style … my head looks like i saw a ghost … hair in the air everywhere.
What the hell i remember from jiu jitsu? I stopped watch my son go to do that 1 year ago almost … too busy to go and i don’t play with him now he is in a different city. So last time i did a jiu jitsu session was with Natty …
I can play with Natty easy she don’t want to fight back.
A man wants to fight back and try to win. Not hard to win from a dildo tennis star and no jiu jitsu experience ok. Maybe i have to put on a bikini and a lot of oil … then i have a chance to win. Oh oh a new sms … he is downstairs waiting for me to go open the door. Omg who am i? Who am I? Who are you? I have 100 sessions and probably 90 will come late and i have to wait for him and get pissed off. But now i need my client to come late and he is perfect on time … wtf? You can’t just come late and piss me off like everybody else you have to come on time? Seriously? Fuck.
Ok i go out … fine .. do the session he will hate it and what? he will pay me or what? or i work for free? again … omg the two people who tried not to pay me last month. Or two months ago? Ya two months ago … so when .. in November? ya i think so nove … why the fuck i am still standing here? I push the elevator button 2 mins ago and nothing. 6 floor button is broken again. Seriously? I have to walk to the first floor? Seriously? Getting mad now … why they can fix everything in my old building where i lived before and this building everything is broken always? Why i had to move condo to this condo? Last condo was perfect … so nice … first floor … so big … and this condo is …
Wait … i am that stupid really? I am walking to the first floor on the stairs … i only have to go one floor to floor 5 and do the elevator there. Fuck it just finish walk down i am floor 3 already.
And … where the fuck he is now? Nowhere … not here. I go to the first door … not there. Ok maybe he walked behind to the second door closer to the elevator … not there. He is joking me? He sms me like a lie that he is coming and really he is in his hotel laughing at me? Really he wants to be mean like that?
My nail from my fist goes in my skin and i hurt myself doing that … i look in the mirror beside the mail box and i am shocked … i found her … Mistress Jaa.
Who am i? Mad. Insensitive. Bad mood. But in control. Ya i found her.
Then i see him. My client.
I go to open the door for him and i am thinking … who am i? I am Mistress Jaa … and going to choke him into my pussy like a bitch until he cry for me to stop.
Welcome back Mistress Jaa 