Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Alone for the Holidays
You know who is alone for the holidays is my dad.
I am sitting looking at my mom walk with her boyfriend … my son goes with them to get fish from the market for cooking for dinner and i feel mad. Sad. Angry. Jealous.
But really the most i feel is sorry … sorry for somebody who really did what to be alone every year? Nothing. I don’t think so … actually i don’t know really. I never had a chance to talk with my mom about what happened why she broke with my dad … what did he do a long time ago to make her leave him?
Because i love my dad. He stays in Chumpon by himself and now retire from his job making houses so really has nothing to do. I never see him with a new girlfriend … he never had a chance to marry again and is quiet and never complain about anything. He comes to see me one time one year maybe if i am lucky.
Then i did this … i put a client with her one time for dinner and look at that i think i made for sure my dad to be lonely forever now. Hard story for me to do because he will read this story of course … so i don’t talk bad about you of course … you take us here and it is nice you have a good heart to do that for me for my son for my mom.
Just you have to know i feel like i have to know what happen to my dad with my mom understand? Time is coming soon i have to talk to her serious about everything so my heart can feel relax finally.
What is nice and what i hope for my dad too … is i can sit here and see two people start to have a feeling for each other … and my mom almost 60 … he 60 something so i think never too old to have love no? Maybe my dad can have that too.
I hope that for anybody alone for the holidays. For you xmas must be so hard to be alone … and for us new year is when i will think about my dad the most … nobody is alone for new year here.
If you are alone for the holidays … my heart has love for you and i hope somebody will find you soon so you can be happy.
Jaa