Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Humiliated by Humiliation
Humiliation War. I have a war with everybody at my condo and my soi outside my condo.
I have to protect you. I don’t know you … but my job is to protect you when you come here for a session. So let me say true what happen before i go to my vacation … and what i do this week to fight back. I dont give a shit what other people think about me … but i give a shit what other people think about you.
Before xmas always i send Natty to pick you up from the Bts station to come here. But i don’t have money for a car to do that … i give her my motorcycle to get you. It’s ok … nobody know her really and if she stay with me or not because i don’t go out together with her often for somebody to know we live together.
Mean if she take you back here everything is ok … just they think you love a sexy ladyboy.
But for xmas remember she have a operation to make herself a girl and after that cannot work until next week … one month she is not working now. And the problem start from that because me i have to go to get you from the bts and take you back.
Now for first time 2 years i stay here …everybody have a rumor what i do to live here … but start from xmas everybody see me 2 times and because hi season sometimes 3 times one day i go come back with a new man.
I have a question? What do you think thai people think i do if i have 3 man one day for 2 hours in my condo? Exactly.
January i have a client he come with me for session #2 about 3pm and the security laugh at him when i have to stop for put my card in the machine to drive under the parking. Go under and security number 2 laugh at me and him. Go inside the door and go up the stair security number 3 laughing.
And he say to me … first time a client talk to me about that … ‘why everybody is laughing at me?’
My job is hard ok … i know already you come to Thailand and it is not the same here like your country. And you come to see me from my blog only mean on my motorcycle you just meet me 2 min ago first time. So you feel nervous ya? Not feel comfortable yet. Its ok my personality can make you laugh when you see i am fun and not serious … until i get you inside lol 
But what kill that is if somebody else make you feel not comfortable … and what happen is i do a good tease session with him but he cannot relax. I know that because after the session …1 hour only not 2 hours … he want to leave go home and not me take him to the bts … he want to walk.
Worse … after he go i go outside my bedroom to put the pillow back on the bed … if you know my condo … my bedroom is back of my condo and have a door to go out long way to On Nut … and i see my client go that way … 30 min way to walk to the bts not 5 minute.
Because security and the motorcycle taxi driver outside make him feel shy.
Fuck that make me mad. I respect you so much to take a time to come see me … no way i let that happen again.
So come home from my vacation i look see who i have for a session. I tell you almost everything in your life somebody have a plan for what will happen already. First session he want what? Humiliation. One thing i suck at the most is humiliation.
Why because most like me to talk bad to him for humiliation … laugh at his penis for humiliation … or make Natty or somebody come in the room and see what i do to him for humiliation.
Honest … it feel fake.
Humiliation have to be from somebody else. Understand? So for me my brain … i know 2 humiliation style. One i cannot do because i need a boyfriend to let me do that to him lol. And second style … i did it this week.
So i want to talk about that … humiliation.
One thing that make me excited the most is to control a man. Control his brain how he think. I like the most to take something every man in the world think he have … power … and make him see he have 0 power to me.
Where every man think he have power the most? Sex … look from 1 email yesterday ok what he write to me…
“I want to negotiate an offer for sex with you in the session, can we work something out? I want to show you how sex should be done, i want to hear you scream and beg and cry for more. Lastly, can i spank you. I like to play a switch role sometimes and you don’t make it clear in your blog if you do that with your clients. “
1) My offer is 100,000 baht if you want to fuck me.
2) Everybody thinks he is the best at sex.
3) I am 100% domination … femdom girl … my life is not switch.
4) Let me show you sex with me is like what …..
First … i have to make you love me. My job is to be so sweet to you … smile … make you feel special. Maybe after 2 week like that i let you take me to dinner and go dancing. You see me move close to you … i put my ass to your penis when i dance a lot lol … and i know 2 hour we dance you are hard all 2 hours.
Take you to my condo. 3am … you think you will fuck me finally.
I tie you to my bed … but your clothes still on.
Only i tie 2 feet … knees … and one hand … not both hand.
Only thing i do to you is take your zip down so your cock can come out from your pants. Ya you have one hand i don’t tie … now you know what you can touch with it lol.
Ok i tie you good? Cannot move … if i tie you hard you cannot even move a little bit …you stuck to my bed.
Good … i come to you and take my top off but my booby still inside my bra.
If we come from dancing often i have a skirt … so i take off my panty from under that and let you smell it.
Put it in your mouth so you can suck it … because sorry that is how close only you will get to my pussy.
Why because Natty boyfriend is big … big man and he have a big big cock. And i call to Natty in her room to bring her boyfriend so you can see him.
I put both arm close to your face side of my bed so you can see my face good. I want you to see so close how my eye look when somebody else fuck me so good from doggy style.
You can see my face hurt when he put his cock inside me first time. How you feel?
And my hand have to hold your arm or something when he fuck me because he push so hard i have to scream. Remember what you say? You want to hear me scream right? You want to hear my cry right?
But that will not hurt you the most. What will hurt you the most is what you say last. You want to hear me beg for more….remember you say that to me?
Now you have 2 choice only.
One choice is you get excited from see somebody fuck me and i give you one hand for your cock if you are hard from that. Not my job to touch your cock and make you cum …you do that yourself. Because i control you … i control if i touch you or not.
Choice 2 is that hurt you.
Good …cry. I want to see a tear in your eye.
No that is you that have to fuck me … you is a man … you talk so much in your email all your power … and i piss you off so much give what you want to do the most to somebody else … not even my boyfriend … Natty boyfriend.
Lol at your face.
You have control now bitch? Ya remember my whatsapp name … what do i say if you look at my name in Whatsapp sms? ’I'm gonna make you my bitch”. From what song i love the most … cake cake cake.
That is humiliation my style … jaa style. That is how i think about a man. I want to take everything from him about power. It is mean … or it is exciting? I don’t care … only 1 thing i care is i have power from you understand?
Ok humiliation style number 2. Because from my problem at my condo … style number 1 cannot help me with my problem.
Lucky my client want 100% humiliation from feel like a slut …whore…bitch…feel like i use him. His word not my word from his email ok.
Even more lucky i feel so piss off.
Because everybody in my condo will know after my session 100% what i do with every foreigner who come to my condo 3 times every day. Well not really … really i do tease & denial soft and sexy in my bedroom … but not what every no brain security and motorcycle taxi man will think.
He is inside my condo 5 second and already he go on his knee and start kiss my foot … i hate that.
I control you not you think you can go easy on the floor and kiss my foot like you control your fantasy lol. I have a better idea for him and that start with a scissor
First time i do that to somebody i cut a hole so small in his pant where his poo will come out if he walk on his knee.
I don’t have a lot of shoe … but some i have is so long i know what i want to do with that. See always if i play with a shoe i dont do a lot .. i push maybe a little bit where is your bum like i joke i will put that inside you. But 2 years i never 1 time put my shoe in somebody ass.
Well now .. 1 time.
How … i put a condom on my shoe and have to tie that with first elastic but it is broken easy…so i do with a small rope … but still if it move in his ass too much the shoe will come out …not good.
Ok i tie the shoe with 2 more rope and tie that to my green tea bottle lol. But that is too big for his mouth so i have to step on it so it is flat. Again not good because it will cut his mouth …omg so many problem and i am not even outside yet.
No problem … i put my panty on the tea bottle so he can suck on my poo and perfect … after he put that in his mouth and i make the rope tight a little bit … the shoe will stay perfect in his ass like a horse.
A lot of Crisco on his ass so the shoe can go all inside his ass and perfect. I can take him outside with my shoe in his ass but he is dress 100% cannot even see his bum because what hole i make is so small.
He suck on my dirty panty with the tea bottle in his mouth.
And me i walk outside with one shoe only and just black pantyhose under my jeans … yup i walk normal clothes not like a mistress.
But i bring one thing with me … my cane
I walk him like that … hit as hard as i can on my shoe so it move inside his ass. He scream a lot when i miss and hit his ass.
If he scream and the bottle come out from his mouth … i stop front from his face and put my stocking foot in his mouth to lick clean it.
Think what the face from every security is like when i take him outside like that. lol
I make sure i say in Thai when i walk front of the motorcycle taxi people for him to eat the shit from my panty … just my word make one man want to throw up. Good i hope he throw up on his shoes.
We walk like that … i fuck him with my cane …serious you have to see how hard i hit my shoe … like i want my shoe broken or something … and every time because i hit so hard it hit his pants. I think so if he don’t have pants i will make all his skin broken and blood come out a lot.
The same thai lady she and her friend ask me at the pool in front of everybody ‘what bar do you work at?’ … i park my client at her little bar on my soi.
Sit down on her chair outside i make him suck the dirt from my stocking and she come out i ask her to bring me one bottle from her pee for him to drink … he will pay for it how much she like to sale it to him.
Now everybody … i mean everybody … look at her store and what i do there … and she see that and go inside lock the door lol.
Bad business for her she dont want to sale me her pee.
What is better than first time is second time lol … after i go back over my bridge to go back everybody have time because they see me walk slow. And everybody find something to do not close to where i have to walk. Motorcycle taxi men go inside the place to eat outside my condo … security run away … and 3 foreigner walk out from the condo go back inside away from me.
Fucking see that? I am not a whore … i don’t fuck a man for money. I control every man in the world how i want to play with him.
Now yesterday and today is a little bit weird at my condo. Absolutely nobody even come close to me now. Nobody look at me. Nobody smile. Nobody know what to think. Perfect … leave me alone.
Just one thing i have to do … and i hope i have that for next week. From my soi where i live in Samut Prakan before … one motorcycle taxi driver is very nice and one day he make only 100 baht or 200 baht maximum … so i will ask him if he want to work with me.
Only he have to do is take you from the bts to my parking under my condo so you can come inside private and nobody see you come to visit me. For that i will pay him the same he make at his job now. I have to see if he agree or no. He have to trust me … and work for a girl …maybe that is a problem too i have to see.
But he is nice i think he have a good heart … and why not for 3 times one day only to drive 2 minutes he can make the same money he make from 10 hours at my old soi.
That will help me with 4 things.
1) You don’t have to eat Natty’s hair when she drive you here because she never wear a helmet.
2) I can dress sexy like before in my condo … really that help a lot with your fantasy if you see me amazing not just jean and tshirt on my motorcycle …zzzz
3) Nobody have to know again who come to see me … or for you … you come to see who? Nobody care.
4) It make my life here more easy … because i love to do condo session more than hotel session.
….yes you can clean the cum from your hand now from my story lol