Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> My Little Cuckhold
I can never have enough Bitches in my life.
I have a WoW bitch he gets me my World of Warcraft and Diablo and i play with him and tease him … he loves it, i love it. He wants to meet me but if he does he will be eating my pussy when i play his game he bought for me. Nothing changes from that … he loves it, i love it. Unless my pussy smells bad then maybe he will not love it so much 
The problem with that … can you see it? He is in Australia and i am in Bangkok … so i can play but i have nobody to serve me here. Well you think that but actually i do. Problem is he is pissed off and he wants to go away … mean he wants to stop and i don’t let him.
This is go around come around for me because about 1 year ago i did a session with a Germany man and that was the first time i hear somebody talk about Cuckhold and what that is. For me to tell you why this is ‘go around come around’ about how i feel … you have to know his story first ok.
Everything about him i thought was bull shit. Too much. Like he has a fantasy that is too far in his brain and he believes it like he is crazy out from the hospital.
“I serve a mistress.”
“She blackmails me.”
“I want to be free but i belong to her.”
“If i go from her she will tell my wife everything and make everything broken in my life.”
“I have to cancel the session with you Jaa. I have to go in her cage again for the weekend. I have to serve her. If i do not she will punish me and tell my wife. I have to pay her not to do that.”
“Sorry Jaa i have to stop emailing you it is too dangerous for me and you. She will find out about us. Sorry.”
You see?
Emails like that. Yes i did one session with him … i have my bamboo spanking stick idea from him i made him go buy it for me. But always when i was with him … i thought really he is a crazy man. Honest … i never think his mistress he talks about is real … she is just from his imagination.
What i thought ok … he has a fantasy he really likes somebody to control him and because nobody can control somebody so much like that … he made a fantasy mistress in his brain … and he belongs to a fantasy mistress forever. Something like that.
Why? She has to be a fantasy mistress because … who will put somebody in a cage for a weekend?
Who will be so mean like that to destroy his life and not let him go?
Who can be so crazy and never think about somebody else his feeling and only think about herself what she wants? Nobody is like that right?
Who will make somebody pay to not tell his wife?
No for sure that has to be a fantasy mistress because i met in Bangkok 3 mistress now and nobody is crazy serious like that. Only 1 mistress somebody talk about who is mean is my client in Africa … Cameroon … remember you talk about her and she was crazy mean like that and did humiliation to you so bad?
She was bad ok … she took him outside like a dog and beat him often so everybody where she lives can see her white dog. After my trip to Africa i am sure that was only a white thing black thing and not a mistress slave thing understand? I think she did that not for bdsm … she did that because she was mean heart only.
Somebody like that can do a fantasy for my Germany client. I think his fantasy mistress was in KL not Africa. I don’t remember.
Do you ever have something in your brain like a photo and you cannot make it go away? I have that.
My first client … 70 years old … look like Santa if he was dirty and thin … ya i had to let him have sex with me. No that is not the photo in my brain. Sex is something we do for money only we don’t think about good looking, bad looking, old, young, we think only money. So i can fuck Santa and i am ok with that lol
But after he said … because Santa wants to be nice you know lol … ‘don’t let this job change you.’ Lol i am 28 and he 70 … he takes his cock out of me and says that … seriously.
Anyway … ‘don’t let this job change you’ is the photo stuck in my brain and i cannot get it out.
Because one year ago i thought … “she has to be a fantasy mistress because … who will put somebody in a cage for a weekend?” and i look out my window now and i see what? My neighbor puts a parrot in her cage and in my cage i have…? So now who is crazy him or me?
Then start about 6 months ago i start to collect bitches.
First somebody to change every story to german language but i let him go because more important i have a bitch to make my English ok in every story i do.
Next my WoW bitch.
Then my car bitch. If i want to go shopping he has to come in 10 minutes or … no sex for him. He came late one time and i let him go too.
If blog bitch and wow bitch is innocent … i think so … and car bitch is not so innocent .. well for you because i use sex to control him so that is more serious. Next level bitch i had to do was … not even a little bit innocent.
Why because after car bitch i start to see i can control men so much with my pussy. So many ‘cry like a baby’ sms from my car bitch after i let him go to have one more chance to do shopping for me … but really in my brain i was done with him.
“Don’t you remember the amazing sex we had, how i made you feel, don’t you want to share that again?” … idiot emails from him like that i still have it. I remember only one thing … he was late. But ok i let him buy food for me and come because in my old condo …always he would come from the side door and he dont have to have a key for that … only he has to know how to walk from the pool.
And actually one reason i move to here my new condo is now nobody can do that. It start to happen too often somebody will come say hello by surprise and not sms me or call me … just come from the swim pool door and walk in my condo. Ya if somebody is normal that is not so bad … but honest i cannot trust everybody i see is normal. So now no you cannot do that … i am up 6 floors now.
But for this time … i want him to come from the pool door. The green door from the pool i leave it open because i know he will walk come inside.
One little email. 7 words. Is so powerful.
“do you want to fuck me today?”
I sent that to one other client … he works in Bangkok and he has a car. And i know 100% he will do anything to take me shopping. So if ‘anything’ is ‘he gets to fuck me’ … how long do you think before he comes to my condo? Ya exactly …30 minutes. Men … lol.
Because like i said before … one story i forget what story … we control sex not you. You can be handsome rich good looking … but if we say no … you don’t have sex. Careful if one day every girl in the world understands that finally … men will control … nothing lol.
I had a dinner with one client … gay client. 100% gay … he wanted me to show him a sexy ladyboy. He has HIV too 
sorry for him. I asked him why he thinks he has that. And his answer just shock me too much … he has already sex with 10,000 men in his life. Funny to me because if you understand men … i understand men ok … if men go with men of course it will be like that with sex because no man will say no to sex lol.
My german cuckhold … he does not know yet he is a cuckhold … but after he will walk in my bedroom he will know he is a cuckhold. I am thinking that in my brain and my pussy is just crazy wet thinking about that. Again … funny to me because who i sent the email too … he is inside me and he thinks i am wet because he is fucking me so good. Men like to think they fuck amazing. Like nobody else can fuck like that. Give me a break.
I tell you sex is so fucking boring to me i cannot make you understand that. What makes me horny is to play with a man’s brain. I love to see a man broken … or crying … or begging … or feel frustrated. I love it too much. So when my germany client i can hear him come inside the condo … my pussy is so wet i can feel it go down my leg to my foot.
He comes in the bedroom and his face just change 100%. From so happy to see me and go shopping for me and put all the food on the table like he is so proud to do that for me. Then open the door and see somebody tie to my curtain hands over his head … legs open … blindfold and wear a mask on his face … and his cock inside me.
For one second ok … actually i thought ohoh not working he is getting horny from this. And if 2 want to fuck me i will have a big problem.
But one second only lol. Because second number 2 he is already on his knees and crying already.
Then i learn something … how to kill a penis. Because the penis inside me just dies … so what i know is a penis has a brain too … if it knows a penis number 2 is close in the same room … both penis go soft. Like magic lol.
“I fucking hate you” … he says to me and leaves the condo so fast. Don’t take my food is only thing i think about that but he leaves too fast to remember the food he bought me. Good.
“What’s going on?” … my new cuckhold says to me after i take his blindfold off from his eyes.
“Nothing take me shopping” … i try to say that calm but not really i can feel my heart …boom boom boom … so excited and scared and amazing my game works so good.
“Don’t let this job change you” .. the photo in my brain again.
But i am changed already.
That was 4 months ago.
My new cuckhold hates me even more than the last cuckhold. But i don’t let him go.
Because he has chastity 24/7 on him i control when he has to come to the condo for his toilet so he can pee not on himself. Means i control his food when and how much he can drink and eat even when i am not with him. The morning 11am is his time i let him shower and pee. I used to touch his cock often and tease him make him cum. Now i touch it only to make him hard so it is easier to put him in chastity again.
If he is really horny i will let him suck my booby or lick my ass … only because it is not comfortable for him to be hard in his chastity. Now i will do tease & denial … or denial with tease lol … because i touch his chastity the same like i touch his penis before. Like he can remember that feels like what … my finger … my nail … how warm that is under his head … but i make him hard from memory only now.
But … maybe too much for him now.
This is second day in my new condo after i am back from Chiang Mai and 11am yesterday he did not come to let me put his chastity on him
Now almost 11am and still no sms from him.
He knows what i can do to him and now he is testing me with that i think. In his brain this is enough and … it feels like i lost my cat lol. This is amazing 4 months broken now and i am mad. A little bit sad too. Mostly i feel ornery about losing him.
Now i have to start again. But i am thinking … am i the imagination mistress now? Same mistress i thought no not possible somebody can be like that one year ago … i am her now no? He has a email for sure to somebody new and talk about me like he cannot go get away from me. He says to her everything i do to him and he cries to her about me. And she took him from me. She took him :><
It’s ok i am not mad at her i understand why she have to do that to me.
She cannot have enough bitches in her life.
Sawasdee ka
Jaa