Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Are You Happy?
I am trying to think what i want to say really from my story yesterday You Never Know the Future? Yesterday i did not know … today i know.
He smiled before he died. Are you happy in your life so much you can smile 1 second before you die … why because you know your life was amazing?
Have fun. You never know the future. You can see that on my blog … first page. First thing i want you to see when you start to know me. Because i try to live like that … like him … so i can smile when i die because i know my life was amazing.
“BTW, you are a bit unlucky if you always fall on guys who never stop to want something and never satisfied, never enough… I can understand the feeling of these guys, even if it doesn’t mean I am like that…
There is a beautiful French sentence that I like because its so true. I tried to translate it in english for you but it doesn’t look so good: “” Blessed are those who can be happy with a little because then they will always find happiness “”. Basically it means that if you can be happy with 1% then you will never looking for something else 
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from a email today …
No. Don’t be happy with a little bit. My country has 50 million people happy with a little bit. Look for something else. My blog is about … ‘looking for something else’. What do you have to do to ‘find something else’ … find it and do it.
If you meet my son you can ask him … what is your one thing? He knows already. So what is your one thing … you have a idea yet? Ok do you do it every day?
My one thing is to help other people be happy. Not just tease & denial lol … i said make you happy not him happy.
Four months ago my client told me after he cum already he hates his life. Always after somebody has an amazing orgasm he wants to talk about his life … i have no idea why lol. He hates his hair because it is going away and he is only 50 … he hates to be in traffic 3 hours every day … he hates to go to his job … he hates to find somebody to be marry again because he is old … he hates he is old.
I think he hates the most is he is 50 yo and his life he was still waiting to start to live.
I made him quit his job. Yup stop work. Then made him go bald head because somebody sexy i know already is bald and he looks amazing … so forget about hair.
I made him rent his house because he get it from his dad … his dad and his mom moved already to a small place because they are old. You know how much he has from that … 1,500 for one month to rent it. Omg if i rent my house same size in Chiang Mai i can have 15,000 … baht lol … not usa money.
Now he walks to the beach in Hua Hin 3 minutes every day not 3 hours. His house is 15,000 for one month to rent. Funny he never emails me about when he has to marry … he emails me about he is tired from sex too much lol. If you are 50 you don’t need a job you work too much already. You just have to open your eyes to go where everything is not the same like you know.
I am what is possible. The old man in this movie … i will put it below … he is your country stopping you from what is possible … the answer for your life is in every movie you just have to know what the movie is trying to say to you …
Don’t sit down. Do it.
I know you think i am crazy i told him to stop his job to go around the world. I can do that you know why? Because where was my condo in Toronto when i stayed there? 6 floor … and on my balcony every day i went to read Harry Potter … in thai … now i have to listen to it in English from my son every night … go around come around ya? lol
On my balcony if i sit look left i can see the beach and the water and the park.
If i sit look right i can see a highway and traffic with so much noise. Serious the traffic never moves … morning is ok it moves a little bit but start from 4pm and like he said to me …3 hours … 7pm the traffic is just stopped.
Funny about that is if i look left i never think about the noise … i can hear the water. If i sit look right i cannot read because i hear only the noise … but i always sit and looked at the noise and the traffic…why? lol
If i can forget the traffic and noise so much and only one thing i have to do is move my chair … think how much you can change your life if you move around the world away from that?
One thing i want to do … one way i think i can help people after jaa4u … is i think i can help people move to here and be more happy. But the same like when i stayed in Toronto no way i could do that if i did not have my boyfriend to help me stay there … no way you can even think to come here and change your life by yourself. You need somebody.
Problem is same like life … 99% of everybody in the world or everybody here you cannot trust. I think so .. i hope so lol … i am the 1% you can trust for that.
Are you happy? I want you to be happy. Last year a lion walked in front of my car in the jungle in South Africa … it was amazing. Last week i stood on Mount Fuji in Japan … my dream forever come true. At the most south part of Africa i had sex on the beach … no not the drink lol. I read Harry Potter second book to my son in my tummy from my 18 floor balcony in Panama City and watched the big boat come to the canal and go through the country. I bought a tshirt that looks the same almost in Brazil and in Singapore.
But 3 years ago i had no money and was ‘happy with a little never looking for something else.’ Now i am trying to be like him so i can have a chance to smile when i need to smile the most one day when that day comes to me.
So when will you stop to wait for your life to start and do it?
Because if you die tomorrow … are you happy enough so you can smile before you die?
