Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Tease and Denial = Nervous?
Tease and Denial makes you nervous? Why?
I have a lot of emails like this …
“Yes, I’m busy too. Flying to BKK tomorrow. If I have time I’ll e-mail you, if not – we’ll talk when we meet. Does talking right before the session make the session a little bit artificial?”
or like this …
“I’m quite shy around women by the way so it would be nice if we could meet and have a drink / chat and just start a session naturally……you know, you just start to become more assertive or something whenever you feel like it (or not if you don’t). It’s completely up to you of course, I don’t know what you think of that idea….”
and …
“what will the session be like? do we start as soon as we get to the condo? I’d really like to have time to get to know you first as i get nervous around women when i meet them.”
oh my goodness lol
Why do you think i have a blog for what? You stay in Thailand. In a crazy city Bangkok. With crazy Thai people i say 1 million times in my blog you cannot trust and be careful here. So my blog is so you can start to know about me and trust me and see i do a style that is soft and sexy and fun.
Email me and i answer you back in my iphone … my ipad … my computer … sms so you can know i am real. Because i have no idea why … if i do a story in my blog and have a website you think i am a super star girl or model or somebody you cannot talk to. Really i am just a girl ok. 100% normal.
Ok 99% normal … i clean too much. I am crazy about everything have to be clean so i never stop cleaning my condo or my house … it makes Natty crazy. I think she go to the hospital today so happy because she knows she will be away from me 3 days lol.
Now you go from your hotel and probably you think … ‘what the hell i am doing going to see her?’ … yes you agree? But you take a BTS not a taxi so you know you are safe and 5 minutes or 10 minutes you at my station already.
‘OMG what is this station nothing is here no foreigner no shopping mall nothing?’ … you say that when you come to my station i know. Sorry no shopping here i live in a boring place 
Wait i have to say a story so you understand why i think you are scared always with me ok. First time 9 years ago …wow so long … i take my bf to my house in Samut Prakan to meet my mom. So really i take somebody new… he never go before to Bangkok … and first mistake i put him on a 8 baht bus with me at night time.
Not bad until he can see we leave Bangkok … he stop hold my hand after Bang Na lol.
10 more minutes we at Samlong almost Samut Prakan and he stop talking 100%. Now about 8pm.
Finally to my soi i take him to 711 to buy a food for my mom and a cola for him and we walk inside my soi. And turn right smaller soi. Ohoh…turn left one more smaller soi even. Turn right now he can see all the house end …finished … no more house in front of him.
Wait i will load a google map so you can look and see what he sees … but remember he see that at 8pm no light nothing ok. Just a path in the jungle and very far is 1 more soi. Left side you see a path? I looking now at google map where i take him … left side you can see a way to go so small. Ya look scary but that is shortcut to my soi and my mom house is there.
So i don’t think anything ok i just walk in the same way to go home and when i look back he is not with me now.
Actually worse … he is walking moon walk like Michael Jackson away from me and his eye i never see somebody so scared like that. I don’t have to worry about him moon walk for a long time because … same way i walk that is a short cut for motorcycles too and 2 motorcycle come and i have to move so they can go.
He see the motorcycles come and he run like a hell back same way i just come from. Of course one motorcycle stop because he see that my friend run and ask me why what happen? I tell him no idea because honest i don’t think anything bad and really i am pissed off because my house is 20 second from there and i have food start to get colder already.
So … motorcycle go after him to take him back to me. Omg bad idea. He run faster but not bad he make a new way to run and now he run back to me to get away from the motorcycle and he yell ‘help me help me’.
Now i think he is crazy or something. Really i want to take him to my house to see my mom? Nobody in my house ever see a foreigner there before and now i take somebody baa crazy home with me. Wonderful.
He talks like he is crazy … every big word in english but i don’t have to listen … i can see from his eye he think for sure i try to kill him by take him to the jungle you see in the photo.
Actually i miss to be innocent and not smart like that before. Of course now i understand why he is so scared before and it make sense. But 10 years ago i never think about anything now i do.
So why i tell you my story about that from before?
Well you cannot get hard if you are nervous so my job … my most important job … is to make you feel comfortable.
Yes we can talk before a session but careful what you wish for because you will have a problem to get me to be quiet … i love to talk.
Yup can have a drink. Often you ask me what you can bring for a gift and i say bring Bailey’s or Kahlua. Really … bring what you like to drink the most … especially for my house in Chiang Mai i want to have a bar and have 100 bottle from every drink in the world.
Not for me for you. Because if a drink can make you relax more ok do it but don’t try to get me drunk … have to take me dancing for that 
And the last person email me he really like to get to know me. Of course … i have 2 hours only but i try best i can to make my condo your condo and feed you … give you a drink … talk.
Really if you want to know me take me out for a evening. So sorry i have to think about my story Time is Money or i will go with everybody every night. I don’t think about money i think about a good time and to make you happy you take me with you.
If that is a concert you take me to … you will be happy you go with me and not by yourself … look …
“Hi Jaa, I wanted to let you know that I had a fantastic time with you at the Elton John show, it was a perfect evening, everything went well and the show was amazing, I’m glad we went. I don’t think BDSM turned out to be my thing but I’m glad I got a chance to meet you and you are indeed charming and sweet in person.”
or if you take me for your birthday to have fun …
See still one amazing time … or maybe you want me to take you to the jungle lol I don’t have any nice email about that … cbt with ants is not a good idea